++ Mingyan ++

being emo~

2011-07-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

7 mths into my job.....
sometimes im real tired of my job. physically tired. i work like 12 hrs a day with onli an hr break. sometimes i even go for 30mins. and there's no OT pay. =.=" so tired...
i feel that i have no time for myself, no time for family, no time for frens. anyway i tink im drifting apart from all my best frens too.
ever since i started this job, i tink i have been out with my frens during weekdays for a total of less than 10 times!!! can u imagine... its like once a mth. sometimes i dun even go out once a mth (during weekdays la..)
my life has been extremely BORING.. start work at 8am... end work ard 8pm. sometimes earlier, sometimes later. its very hard to fix a time to go out with frens after work too lor. every sat is half day work... but working hrs is frm 8am to 3+pm. tat is HALF DAY?!?!?!???!??
see... sunday is my onli rest day.

anyway, i keep getting sick during this 6 mths. body has been weak. am i overworking?
the other day, i was really unwell at work. but i cannot go and see the doc until everyone has come back from their lunch break (fyi, we do rotating lunch breaks. nobody goes lunch tog.). so i have to FORCE myself to work and work and work, with a tired and cold body, until its my lunch time (ard 2+pm). so i tried to settle my stuffs asap before going back home to see the doc. but suay suay, there's some problems. =( so i went ahead to see the doc nearby my workplace. the doc took my temp and was shocked that my temp was so high and ask y i onli came to see him onli now. erm.. i told him i need to work. so he gave me mc for the day and the nxt day. but i still need to go back to work to settle the unsolved problems. haiz..
ended up, i onli went home ard 630pm. struggling to keep myself 'alive' at work. tats how jialat my job is. haiz..

the good thing abt this job is... i dun have to bring work home. there is very little KIV brought forward to the nxt day. i hate to work from home and i hate KIVs.

throughout these few mths, there are some newcomers. but have left and will be leaving soon. nxt mth, another 2 new colleagues will join us. its very saddening to see people come and go so fast. u can easily build a relationship with someone, but its hard to see them go. haiz.....
anyway no one can be trusted in ur job. even ur managers. some managers are like bastards while some are like angels. i hope i will be like the angel manager. =)

soon, i will be having a different jobscope which im still uncomfortable in. but i'll try hard.
i wan to get big bonus!!!! dunno how long i have to wait~~~~~

today, im feeling abit emo.... cos i really find a distance btwn me and my best frens. some got attached. and i seriously dunno y all my frens who got attached are soo attached to their partners. there is a huge change of feeling which i dunno how to describe. like in the past, we can be so open, but now.... very cold.
some even forget its my bdae. every year celebrate my bdae with the same bunch of ppl. just becos we hardly meet up, nobody ever remembers. =(
and the onli people who remember are those who are not sincere in being friends. sometimes i even feel that all these 'friends' are more caring than my real friends.
im such a loner now....

im tinking.... maybe i sld do some changes in march....

halo~

2011-03-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

helo~
sorry for not updating. im still alive.

been REAL busy with work. working almost 12 hrs everyday. damn tiring.
and now........ im goin to slp liao. hahaha..
still needa work on sat.... boo hooo.. D=

Happy New Year!!

2011-01-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

happy 2011!!

yes i miss training. very much. actually i miss the ppl.
its a very short 17 days of training but we are all so attached (tats wat i feel la. haha..)

2010 has passed so quickly.
it was the last sem of sch the first half yr.
i miss sch!!!!

den got a job at some lousy company which still owe me money until now. joined the co in Jul and left in Sept. Sept until now is aldy more than 3 mths and they are still owing me money!!! i have been asking them for my money and they dun wan to give it to me.
but im at the disadvantage cos the amt is not stated in my contract. haiz. onli my mgr told me verbally. now she left the co. so her words are nth now. but all the previous staffs got the same money. y cant i get? kns one.

den stopped working for 2 mths. my official date of joinin current co is 1st dec. hope i can last long in this company la.
i still got 2 more days of leave to take frm last yr. haha.... so this yr i got 26 days of leave! and 2 days of family day leave to take. total 28 days!! hahahaha.. 30 days of MC still shock me. lol.
so one whole yr i can have at least 58 days of leave/MC leh. haven count those marriage, pregnancy, etc leave. who knows, i may get married/pregnant this yr! den how many days to work onli? haha.. shuang!!

im now back at my official workplace. kinda near.
everyday is a challenge. get to meet different kind of customers everyday. some are nice, some are nasty.
very busy at work. so time passes very quickly.
can easily work 12 hrs a day! no wonder i become so tired nowadays. i look so bad nowadays.
hope i will get used to it and get back my energy.

alrite, its time for me to slp. nite nite~
Have a happy new year and hope this year will be a great year for everyone!!!

PS: sld i get a Prada or BV wallet leh? hahha

new job training

2010-12-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

3rd week into my new job's training. the training center is super far. near expo. so everyday i take the bus to changi airport and den mrt to expo. kinda silly to be overshooting and den taking the train back. but its faster and more convenient.
training is fun and very stressful. fun becos the ppl are v nice. there are 16 of us in our batch. almost all of us will be posted to seperate branches. nobody will be goin to the same branch with me. =(
the youngest in our batch is 21 yr old. and the oldest... i tink got almost 50 yr old bah. hehehe...
i like everyone except one gal. hahahaa.... not same frequency with her.
our best buddy in the training center will be the drinks vending machine. EVERYONE will queue at the vending machine during break and lunch times. hahahaha... so many different kinds of kopi. but i hate kopi. so it's milo or hot chocolate for me sometimes. hee =D
den there's this big couch outside the classroom. lol. nice for slping and resting. the place is super good and comfortable. hehee....
the stressful part is... there's test after every chapter. practically everyday lo. sometimes 1 day will have 2 tests leh. jialat. and passing score is 75%!!!!! super stressful de.
sometims when i dun really understand that particular chapter, i will be super nervous b4/during/after the test. so nervous that i almost vomitted.
den there will be another final validation on the last day of training. jialat. i have forgotten abt those that was tested b4 lo. i tink i will vomit until siao.

training will be ending nxt week. im aldy missing the training. =(

alrite, need to go slp early. hate the travelling part. cos soooo many ppl squeezing. haiz.
nite.

She's good!!

2010-11-03T16:16:00.001+08:00

ah long's 跑腿 came to my door for help

2010-11-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

have been jobless for a mth!! ahhh.... goin to finish my money liao.
hope my ex co will pay me commission they owe me lo. so long aldy. haiz. O$P$ mah! kns!

the other day, an ah long came to my door for help. lol.
we heard running footsteps from the corridor upstairs. mama went to peep at the door and saw this young guy (maybe ard 20yo, quite good looking somemore) standing at the far end of our door. kpo mama opened the door and asked wat happened. lol. so i stand behind mama and see lo. hahaha.... im curious hor.
the guy walked towards my door. he said the uncle (chasing him) wants to beat him up. mama asked y? papa came and asked wat happened. papa asked y he's here, nv see him b4 in our area one. the boy jus say the uncle wanna beat him. he came to look for a fren den the uncle wanna beat him.
mama say the police car is aldy downstairs liao, so dun fight. the uncle behind said he was the one who called the police. papa dun wanna get involved in this. he wanted to close the door. the boy say dun close the door, later the uncle beat him. lol.
the policeman came soon and we see them tok to the boy and uncle.
parents said the boy muz be some 跑腿.
so young... so good looking.... wasted.

btw, i'll be joining the insurance line soon. lol. i reject all the offers frm financial institutions but i accepted this. my title very nice... ABSM. lol. if u noe wat it stands for.
anyway im still not officially employed yet lo. still waiting for the HR to call me. damn slow la....
hope i can tahan AT LEAST a year or 2 in this line. hahahaha....

HR, please call me soon~ but not so soon oso. i wan some rest. but i wan money.
oh, how? so 矛盾....

blogging abt sept

2010-10-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

more than a mth since my last post. lol.
real lazy la. anyway who still read blog nowadays?

although i tendered my resignation letter on the 6th, my official last day of employment with the company was 30 Sept 2010. actually i was extended to an unknown date until they got a new replacement for me. but i cannot stand the 'unknown'. i dunno which day i will be asked to leave. thus, i told my mgr that i will extend my employment until end of the mth. till date, they haven got a replacement. and my mgr has oso left the co. no replacement for her position as well.
the co is seriously in a mess la.
although i was really abt how employees are being treated at the co, i kinda regreted that i left the co so early. getting abit bored at home. everyone is now working. i got no one to go out with. =(

anyway, YYMS had a chalet at downtown east in sept!!!! so fun~
we celebrated bw's bdae there..... hehehehe....

Day 1:
Checked in. reached there 8pm+ cos most of us were working.
put down our things in the room and out we go~!!
quick dinner at burger king. den went for movie. watched Devil. alrite, i didnt watch it. i jus 'listened' to it cos i cannot cover my ears. =(
went back, bathed, played some games (i forgot the name. some chim game taught by tucky.) and den slp. hahaha....

Day 2:
KLunch~! hehehee... satisfied our hunger and our diaphragm. heehee..
went 'marketing' for bbq food. it was sort of a YYMS private affair. there's onli 5 of us. so there's no need for us to order lotsa food frm those caterer.
anyway we bought lotsa bbq food too.... marinated chicken thigh, crabstick (lesson learnt: nv buy cheap ones), golden mushroom, asparagus, (cheese & bacon & ham to wrap the vege), taiwan sausages, hotdog, and alot of mineral water. hahahahaha....
tats a whole lot of things to eat! but we managed to finish most of it lo. hehehe.... i love the taiwan sausages and of cos the golden mushroom wrapped with cheese and ham~~~ Yummy. hahaha..
after the bbq, tuck received some very good news!!! hahahaha... so happy for him. den he treat us drink at McCafe. lol.
went back and had a v small celebration for bw. lol. sept baby mah. some photo taking and 'gek' cutting session la.

hehehe... i bought the party hats and the happy birthday banner. childish but fun leh. lol. take photos oso nicer mah.
anyway i forgot wat we did after the gek cutting session. prolly went to slp after eating the gek bah. hahahaha....

Day 3:
Time to check out. =( Time pass real fast esp when we r having fun.
lunch at popeye's b4 bw send us all home.

tats it for the chalet part. haaha..

****
Haiz~ Our online shop got no business at all for the past 2 mths lo!! Damn. y isit so hard to make money? many ppl make money online wor. y cant we?
and shitty FB keeps blocking me frm adding ppl. kns! i wan to HUAT HUAT HUAT ah!!!!!

J is back for a week. so went to meet him lo. he said i look so 憔悴!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!! he's the first one who said i 憔悴 lo. i muz be dying soon~~~~ i looked through some of my old pics. i tink i really aged alot. sad. =(
How?

blogging abt august

2010-09-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

Yooooooo Hooooooooo~ Im finally here~! Hee.... so many things happened the past mth.

bdae!!!!!! nth special. jus had a few meals with different grps of frenz... lol. as one grows older, bdaes seems to be not worth celebrating anymore. sian leh. haha..

HK!!!! 5D4N trip. damn hot. very sunny. alot of walking. leg almost broke. bought v little things. the things i picked are ex lo. bo hua la....
didnt really alot places la. but the weather made us very tired. climed the long fleet of stairs to be in touch with the big buddha. legs were wobbly when i reached the top. hahaha.... jialat.
i tink i became 8 tones darker after the HK trip. im still v tanned now. haiz... i spent years and alot of money to reach my 'fairness'.... and days to become tanned. sad. =(
so my aim now is to become as fair as i initially was!!!

also, i went for bazaar during the YOG period at scape. the rental was damn ex!!!! $250 for 3 days lo. and the crowd is damn bad. haiz.... didnt earn much. made us so tired somemore. have to carry the things here and there... it was bad.

have been working REAL hard too.... other than those days when i went on leave, i have been working everyday!! literally everyday. even on weekends. i dun tink i was that hardworking in the past. haha...

work's real busy la. im doing onli recruitment and tat can keep me bz for almost 15 hrs a day. i reach office at 8am, sometimes at 830am, although i start work at 9am!!! work and work and work... until 7+ or 8+.... sometimes without even goin for lunch. sounds v busy rite... but time pass real fast de. 不知不觉 the sky became dark.
there's a time when i was too tired to walk to the mrt station. so i cabbed home. and it cost me a freaking $28!!! kns. go home oso so ex.
and everyday i reach home, i had dinner, bath and continue working again!! hahaha... until 11+ everyday.
u must be wondering how come HR got so many things to do one... i oso dunno... tats y i got no time to blog. hehehe....

anyway, i have officially tendered my resignation letter today. my last working day will be next fri.
its not jus becos of the working hrs and workload. its jus that i felt im being cheated to work there. empty promises were made (tats y i NEVER like/believe in promises).
the last time i blogged was abt getting started in a job. now... im ending the job. haiz....
goin to be jobless very soon. >.<"

busy august

2010-08-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
and so i've stepped into the reality world. so soon, so late. have been working for a week. so far so good. busy. time pass very fast.
will be getting my previous work pay soon. and during mid mth, i sld be getting my first pay from my current job!!! hahaha... although its onli 1 week's pay. but its still considered my first pay.

so busy at my new work. i stil dunno who is who. =.=" real bad at remembering names. i've got my 1st namecard, my dept room which i share with another colleague onli. hehe... 2ppl in a room. nice. =)
ppl there are not bad la. alot of filipinos and ang mohs who are very frenly. the chinese there are the most dao ppl over there liao. there's meeting every morning which i tink its very redundant. =.=" everyone in the office has to take turn to present smth - either show your fav video clip and say y its ur fav, or tell ppl your fav quote and say y its ur fav. kinda bo liao rite? i oso dun understand. and i so suay lo. the day i presented, the projector spoiled. so i gotta explain my video clip. =.="

i was damn pissed on my 2nd day of work becos i had to work OT. not becos i cannot finish my work. but becos i had to wait for ppl and have meeting. wasting my time waiting cos i wasnt still assigned a specific job scope yet. i waited for 1.5hrs jus for the meeting and i onli left the office at 830pm lo. was v pai seh to aunty cos tat day was supposed to meet her for belated bdae dinner de lo. den i onli reached at 9pm. haiz. =(

but after a few days of working with those smelly-faced ppl, i tink they are ok la. i hope they will be ok in future oso. overall, everything sld be fine la...

August is here. busy mth. bdae mth. holiday mth. graduation mth.
not much feeling to celebrate bdaes anymore. my colleague asked y i still goin to work on my bdae. hahaa... i jus started work. v pai seh to take so many days of leave oso. anyway leave taken will be considered as unpaid leave lo. so dun waste money. i need to save up. for upcoming trips this yr end and nxt year!!! hehehe...

going HK nxt week. 6th to 10th aug. to celebrate national day. hahahaha.... hope the weather will be fine pls.
graduation on the 27th aug. so altogether 3 days unpaid leave will be taken in aug.
muz save all my leave oso. so i can go holiday~!
i guess when we start to work, we muz start going on this type of holiday. hehehe...

slpy slpy. nite nite.

Employed!

2010-07-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday aunty!!!
and oso Happy -1 yr wedding anniversary too. hahahaha..

i conducted a few more interviews this week. hahaha... i tink my face is not suitable for interviewing ppl. cos i keep smiling. dunno y i keep smiling oso. and too much smiles makes me not professional rite? i dunno.
got 1 hamsom guy i interviewed keep smiling back. i tink he's laughing at me inside, tinking, 'this kind of ppl oso can interview me ah'..
but he's hamsom. hahahaha..... i scheduled him for 2nd interview. tot im gonna see him again nxt week. lol. but he isnt interested in the position. smsed me today to cancel. tsk!
another gal i interviewed... wah seh... the make up super gao lo.. the fake lashes so thick oso. make up failed. i tried to call for 2nd int. but nv pick up phone liao. lol...
the rest i interviewed were ok. average lo. hahaha...

den me myself went for interviews after work. so hardworking hor...
went for 3 interviews this week lo. ytd i had to rush to an int frm work. i spent $8 to cab down frm tanjong pagar to raffles place lo. so near de.. but bo bian. cos almost late aldy.
and den i reached, did some worksheet. machiam exam lo. got senario and den gotta write a letter to reply.
after i handed up the worksheet, i waited for more than 1 hr b4 the interviewer came out!!!! so long lo.... and actually she interviewed me thru the phone aldy lo.. she said the hiring mgr wan to see me. in the end the hiring mgr was bz and didnt came out to see me. haiz.... tsk tsk tsk..

anyway i was v happy last nite. tat someone wan to yang wo. hahahahha.... so sweet~~ =D

today got a call frm one of the co i went interviewed at. of cos not the one i went ytd. i got a job offer!! yeah!!
so im finally employed!!
pay very low la..... but tink i'll jus do it 1st la....gain abit exp and den jump again. hahaha... but i hope they revise my pay soon la. haiz.... at least better than nth..
so.... all the best to myself!!

Updates: my work

2010-07-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

and so i've started work as a recruitment officer, temporary position, for 2 days aldy.
everything was fine. i like the freedom. but i dun like the fact that i wasnt provided with anything. anything at all!!! no computer, no stationery, no phone for incoming calls. gotta bring my own lappy, own stationery. and the phone they provided was onli for outgoing calls. cldnt receive any calls at all.. not jus my phone. all the phones doesnt allow incoming calls. we NV hear any phone ring. ya... and so i have to give strangers my hp number which i am v uncomfortable at that.
no stationery even for the candidates. so i passed one of the candidate my pen and she didnt return me after that. =(

i've onli been doing cold calling. lotsa cold calling. arranging interviews. i was supposed to do job postings as well but i wasnt taught how to do that yet. everytime i went in, my superior wasnt in yet. and blur me kept forgetting to ask him how im supposed to go abt doin the job postings, and abt my pay oso!!! although i noe how much im paid, i dunno when i'll be getting my pay!! aiyo... my brain is seriously not functioning well lo.
so far, i conducted 1 interview!! hahaha.. im onli a temp RO and i have to conduct int oso. but not tat bad la... at least its an experience. lol.

there's a cute auntie at work too. started 3 days earlier than me. she's nice and frenly. quite cute too.. and there's another pretty RO younger than me, sitting opp me. everytime i see her smiling to herself. muz be msning la.. haha..
den i dunno the rest of the ppl. ppl come and go. they nv intro. so i dunno them.

i love the freedom there. i tink i've mentioned it earlier. haha.... nobody pushes me for anything as long as i get my things done. oh... and its free seating in the office too. haha. i get to choose my own cosy and nice place to work at.
everything, except the no comp, no stationery and no incoming calls, are great!
its onli a temp job la.... im still looking for smth better and permanent. although i noe good things nv last forever. haa..

i've got 5 interviews tmr. hope all turn up. =)
yup. tats all for updates.

good luck to myself.

2010-06-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

i've been real lazy to blog nowadays. haha.
not bz with anything at all. jus plain lazy.

job search not good. not that im too picky or wat. i sent several application but no response. those that respond are jus not suitable. haiz~
i need a job.. asap..
im goin to start slacking aldy......

biz was not bad at the scape. it was the grand opening of the new bldg, there were some cosplay competition going on and singers coming to perform. the most famous singer i noe will be By2. haha.. becos of the opening, the crowd was not bad. sales was not tat bad for us either. hehehe...
ppl were telling us that we were selling our things too cheap!! Lol... is that good or bad? and i tink our stall was very pretty and outstanding frm the rest of the stalls. hahaha.... maybe tats oso another reason to attract the crowd. =)
quite satisfied with the sales tat weekend. but come to tink of it... im overly easily satisfied aldy. we haven even break-even lo. dunno when tat will happen. hope tat day will come soon..

den saw my ex-colleague there too! my ex-colleague frm SLA. hahaha.. my first temp job after completing my diploma. she was a stall holder there too... hehehe..
the world is so small la.

movies movies movies recently. hahaha... i dun really like the ip man. im so not used to that weird looking guy acting as ip man lo. i prefer donnie yen!!
toy story 3 is nice, karate kid is nice, she's out of my league is nice. i dun rem wat other shows i've watched.

btw, we finally met up with uncle clement after YEARS!! tsk tsk tsk....
and we literally met for dinner onli lo.. ppl so bz... tsk tsk tsk....

i haven spent much during this GSS period. but im broke. dunno where my money has gone. i stayed at home most of the time oso lo. such a good gal. but seriously broke.

so....
good luck to me in my job hunting.
amithabah..

WTH..!!

2010-06-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder.... wat is he trying to tell me?
r u even real? is there anything u r hiding frm me?
its really tiring to tink... i'd prefer u tell me everything from the start lo.
yes i noe u r v sweet... but sometimes i dun even noe whether ur feelings are real or not...
haiz....
happy birthday to u....

***

was really pissed with those agents frm the so-called well known recruitment agency la. do they even train their employees with the basic things?
a couple of weeks ago... i went to tat agency. agent A asked me abt my studies. so i replied i major in entrepreneurship.... and wth... agent A doesnt noe wat is entrepreneurship!!
so i explained wat was covered in my entre modules...
den she offered me general admin positions. which i wasnt interested in. i said i'd prefer a more specialised job scope. and she asked me wat is specialised?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!
den she called me a few days after tat interview and asked me if she met me before.... =.=" and asked wat positions im looking for AGAIN.

today.... agent B called me. agent B is also from the same agency. jus that she's frm another branch. she asked wat kind of positions i was looking for. and i told her wat i'd be interested in. she reply "izzit"!!! and she paused for a very very long time... i tink abt 2-3 mins. im not exaggerating lo. wat kind of reply is that? omg..

WTH la..

Simple outing. =)

2010-06-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

hehe...

out with junnie today. watched Prince of Persia. not bad... and actually b4 the show, we passed by a pushcart selling nail polish and nail art stuffs. lol.... nail polish is damn cheap. i dunno wat brand. but sld be lousy one la...

i jus picked a few which i tink may be 'useful'. hahaha... 7 bottles altogether. actually i wanna get more. but i tink i sld control. they are damn cheap la.. $1 per bottle. lol.

ta-dah~

the 5th bottle is brown. the colour i dislike MOST. hahaha... but still got it cos i tink i can draw things la.

i've tried all... other than the sliver glitter on the outer right, the rest are not bad. hehe.. pleased with them. and hey i've really NOT been spending money on physical things aldy hor. i tink this is the first this mth. lol.... actually can oso say i nv buy anything for the few weeks lo. so guai!! =)

dinner at Thai Express. i still love my mango salad although today's is not hiam enough. lol....

walked ard orchard. nth much to buy actually....

until we went f21. i bought this dress.

hehehehe..

had a drink b4 we went home. =)

tired and cold now. hahaha.. im in my aircon room shivering. lol..

oh.. we saw yy today. haiz. dunno wat to say.

after all the commotion, they are back tog again. dunno if they signed the seperation papers aldy anot lo. so weird. really weird. dunno wth ppl are thinking nowadays.

my 1st time.. lol

2010-06-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

i went mustafa the 1st time of my life!!!! hahaha.. sua gu rite..
this morning aunty msged and ask if i wanna go mustafa with her cos she wanna buy cloth to make clothes! lol...

i happily(not really happily oso la) prepared to go out and reached farrer park mrt station on time. den she and pei so late lo.... =.="
i waited almost 45 mins for them!! kns rite..
i didnt dare to walk ard that area cos i nv been there b4.. and i was scared. lol. even pei laughed at me lo. >.<

den we went to the kitchener road for the famous scissors cut curry rice. looks like SHIT lo!!! i tink pig's food look nicer than it bah.. i sld have taken a pic of that... wah... i now tink of tat curry rice i wanna puke lo.
looks like LS... =.="
but the taste is not too bad la... i managed to finish 3/4 plate of it. hahahahaha... not tat its not nice. the portion is really v big lo.. so full aldy. hahahaha... the 'lor bah' is nice.. hahaha. but im too disgusted with the appearance of it le la. really is kns. lol...

after our v full dinner.. we went to mustafa lo. earlier at the mrt, aunty told me we cant bring bags in!!! gotta leave it at the security desk there. i was like huh!!!! how can i leave my gucci there rite. but heng we reached there le me and pei went in straight away. hahaha... aunty still so guai go ask if we needa leave bags there anot. hahahaha.. many ppl oso bring bags in mah. den the security tie up aunty's bag and let her carry it in. lol. bo liao rite..

i tink making clothes is aldy v hard liao lo.... i tell u.. choosing cloth can be a headache oso lo. i tink we spent abt an hr just choosing cloth la. hahahaha.
ma fan..
it was aldy 9+ when we left mustafa. went to citysquare mall.. all shops are closed or closing liao lo. den we went mac. got holicks mc flurry! hehehe....

tats all for today.
tmr.. or sld i say today.. is the day!! results out! PASS!! amitahba..
movie marathon oso haha.. SATC2 & Killers. =)

i miss chloe~ i wan a baby~
her mummy said im the 2nd 'stranger' who carried chloe! hahahaha... chloe allows me to carry her! nv cry or whine lo. and i get to feed her oso. so cute la..

*i dunno y my this entry's ang moh is like shit lo. hahahhaha... i noe my usual ang moh not that good oso la. but i tink this entry's ang moh is really like shit. maybe i ate shit earlier. hahahha..

flea/bazaar experience

2010-05-29T11:55:00.002+08:00

it has been a busy week for me and my partner.
we started doing flea and bazaar. hehehe... was a nice experience. except for the sales and the weather, everything was fine. hahahaha.. i tot sales wasnt that good. it could be better.

i would not say we earn anything from the flea. cos we mainly sell our old clothes and bags at superly low prices. we could have bought those clothes at v high prices. my clothes/bags were priced at a range of $20+ to $80+ when i bought them. and i sold them at $5-$10 onli!!! it could be considered a loss. but if it wasnt for this flea, i'd oso have thrown those things away or jus leave it at home to turn mouldy.
flea was at chinatown garden bridge. sales was quite bad the 1st day. we managed to earn onli $1 after deducting our rental.. $1!!!! thats very bad lo. luckily the 2nd day was better.
and the weather at chinatown was very bad. it rained for awhile on our 1st day. and den the sun came out. it was very sunny the 2nd day. very sunny. i tink im abt 6 tones darker lo. serious lo! cos im the type who gets tan when i jus cross the road. and i can even get tan when im at home. haiz... my whitening efforts went down the drain. =(

the bazaar was at NUH. sales was damn bad. we cldnt even cover our rental. =( our neighbour was a guy selling cartoon bags at $60 each!!!! and i saw him selling at least 3 of them on the 2nd day!! haiz... maybe its our strategy la.
luckily we were not affected by the bad weather. these few days were damn hot la. the bazaar was in the basement. and there were fans ard..
and i was not pleased with the food in NUH. damn ex la. i ordered vegetarian bee hoon which i tink would probably cost $2 at normal coffeeshop. it turns out to be $3+ lo. pea's is worse lo. her food cost $4+!! our 'profit' couldnt even cover our very expensive brunch lo.

although its really v tiring doing fleas/bazaars, its still considered a good experience la.

***

i turn down the job offer frm AIA as mktg exec. continuing to hunt for jobs. wish me luck! =)

i dun wan to do insurance can????

2010-05-18T17:46:00.002+08:00

how come all the jobs are linked to selling insurance?
i dun wan to do insurance sales!!!!!!

those financial institutions are v scheming lo. they put "company confidential" at jobstreet and i went to apply lo. kns.
applied for recruitment exec. they end up asking me whether i'd be interested to be a financial consultant instead.
applied for biz development. alrite.. i didnt noe.. its a new term for sales job. so again.. its a financial consultant position. anyway i got a lot of phone calls frm that company. (the co. which is taking over A_A.) there are alot of other companies which are subsidiary of the co., esp those with the name of a person's name. hahahaha... chim rite..
applied for mktg exec position. turn out to be related to 'wealth mgmt'. link to insurance as well. jus tat the target grp are different. its B2B, not the usual B2C kind. sales target to be met oso lo. they asked me to go collect the materials on thurs aldy.

i need a job. but can the jobs not be related to selling insurance anot?
sian la....

Exams are over!!! Finally...

2010-05-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

hihi... its been quite some time since im here.
jus finished my exams. no more exams for the rest of my life. hopefully i dun have to take anymore exams or tests for work. hahahaha....

that day after the last paper, me and pea took alot of photos in sch. haha. it'll be the 2nd last time we step into SIM bah. the last time will be in Aug for the graduation. the 2nd last time we leave our laughter in sch. haha..
after all the photo taking session, we went to west coast plaza to buy a rack for clothes. its cheap la but damn lousy. anyway, we are doing a flea this mth. so we'll be needing the rack.
after getting the rack, we went back to pea's hse to collect some stuffs b4 coming back to my hse. we nv dilly dally lo. but time pass so fast. it was aldy 5+ when we leave my hse. hahaha. went to my 2nd home for iron man 2. haha. kinda the iron man and his fren are stupid de lo. can 出 power at the beginning to kill the bad man but they dun wan. wait until wan to die aldy den 出 power. tsk tsk tsk.
i wanna watch Ip Man 2!!!! Haven watch.. =.=" most of my frens watch liao lo. hai..

sat was a rest day at home. total rest. hehe. so nice to slack lo. but weather is damn hot recently la. nice to slack in my air con room. hahahaha....

went to cut and dye my hair on sun. i cut 3 INCHES lo!!!! now it cant touch my hip aldy. and i cant 'wear' my hair in front. lol.
poor kentson gotta work alone on sun. 1 partner left the salon, the other aunty dun wan to work on sun. tsk tsk tsk. and i waited for almost an hr b4 he started doin my hair lo. poor thing..
pea went along to cut her finge and curl her hair to Olivia style. hahahaha... nice but the hair so hard like metal. lol.
i reached the salon b4 1pm. and we finish ard 4pm. so long lo.... and we were so hungry. ya and poor kentson didnt have anything to eat since he started work that day. i got ask him whether wan me to da bao for him anot hor. dun say i evil. haha. but he dun wan de lo.
den me and pea went to chinatown for dimsum @ yum cha. weather was damn hot la. initially we planned to go marina sands to look ard and take pics. but we were in rush. rush to watch Chicago musical at esplanade..
we were slightly early la. so we went to take alot of pics outside esplanade. 自拍 with my tripod. v cool one lo. hahahaha... ppl were so amazed/amused with my tripod. haahaha....
anyway Chicago was damn nice la.... im always fascinated by the actors' 丹田. hahahaha... how did they manage to sing soooooooo good?
after the play, we cont our photo taking session. we took more than 100 pics that day. and most of the pics were taken on the same spot. lolz.... got difficulty aiming with the tripod.

mon meet pea AGAIN. sian aldy. hahaha.. came over to my hse to do art and craft. and she's coming over again next week. tsk tsk tsk.

jus met up with J. stressed me with the same old topic.
when we came back to my hse nearby de coffeeshop, i saw someone frm sch. i dunno him and he dunno me. but i tink he recognise me. cos we got 2 sec eye contact. lol.
weird feeling. like kena 'caught'.

bz these few days. hahahaha... will be goin out and goin out and goin out~
i need money~~!! hahahaha...

time to hunt for job aldy. v sian liao. haven even start working, tink abt work i aldy sian. lol. but hope i can get a decent job soon la. in need of money. lol.

this is so embarrassing.......

2010-04-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

Study time

2010-04-02T00:44:00.004+08:00

i've officially finished all my projects!!
time for revision liao. actually its not even considerd revision. revision is for previously studied stuff. i dun even noe wat my lectures are tokking abt. didnt pay attention to or didnt even attend some (most) of the lectures. so i need to study frm scratch!!!! ARghhhh...
sian....
25 more days to my 1st paper. i have not even finish 1 chapter out of the many, several chapters lo. 4 modules somemore...

mummy bought some ginko supplements. i kouped 1 bottle. hope it helps. hahaha.
memory falling, head balding, i definitely need the ginko pills.

alex is not a v responsible lecturer. she keep postponing our lectures lo. the previous lect was postpone becos she went to climb some mountain. now she postpone our last (final) lect to the 16th. less than 2 weeks b4 exam starts. 1 week + for us to prepare for exam. where got time? so rush lo...

recently my head has been flooded with the 'business' thing. hahahaha.. more interested in the business than studying.
if onli i have the capital....
have been v poor recently as well. i've finished my april's allowance lo. this whole mth, im goin to eat grass. *secretly take out my savings*
i dunno wat i buy leh. actually nth much lo. i dun see any physical things tat i bought leh. except for some necessities frm watsons, the chicago tix.... nth liao mah.. where did my money go???? guess i need a job soon...

oh... i've stopped my job hunting for the time being.
i'll cont the job search again after exam.

im tinking... if i make alot money frm doin the 'business' AND if i win alot money at genting... wat m i goin to do with the money?
hahahaha... probably cant do much oso lo. i tink the profit at most is few hundreds onli lo.
when can i be a tai tai? =)

*i seldom dream when im aslp. i dream alot when im awake.

the other day, i watched a korean movie online. 婚纱
made me cry until my eyes become sooo swollen. and i tink i cried out sound lo. luckily i was alone at home. i dun watch this type of show when there's ppl at home de la..
now tink abt the show oso v sad. aiyo..
but i tink the kid is a good actress. v good.

im goin to slp. goin on a date tmr. =)
hahahahha...
dun anyhow tink.

jobs jobs jobs....

2010-03-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

wasting my whole day.. hahaha...
skipped lect. was damn tired and tat mod was sian la.. im more interested in a "FOR PROFIT" business than a NOT FOR PROFIT la... everything i do, i mus have profit in return. hahahaha..
so morning i woke up, watched some videos online... kang xi and nu ren... lol.
cooked lunched. played mj. bath and full body scrub. painted my nails - black base and blue glittery tips. nth else. hahaha. time passes real fast lo.

anyway, received my OPI nail polishes today. took more than a mth to get to me. ordered 8 in total but onli 3 came. the rest OOS. haiz.... all my glittery ones OOS lo. anyway onli 2 of the 3 that arrived are mine la. i didnt like the colors. dun suit me lo.. hai~ disappointed.

oh.. ytd there was a job fair in sch. hahaha... so many ppl looking for jobs lo. it was real crowded. and some of the job seekers were not even graduating this sem lo. so kiasu... more kiasu than me lo. many ppl aldy asked me y i apply so early.. and interviewers oso commented that im early. hai~

forgot to mentioned, i got thru one of the interviews tat i went. the position is business development exec. sounds good rite.. the mgr asked me to go for training aldy. but im goin to reject. cos its sales job. hahaha.. im not a sales person la. maybe ask me go shop sell smth for fun still ok lo. but for a v sales based job, i dun tink its suitable for me la.

anyway still went to the job fair to see see la.. not much variety lo. leave my resume with adecco. and i tink they will jus throw it aside la... so many applications. lol.

after the fair, me and pea went to cwp. haha.. she had her lunch and we went to watch when in rome. funny show lo. den she acc me to shopped ard awhile cos i need to wait for aunty... bought eye shadow and sunblock.

went northpoint to meet aunty for dinner and shun bian to pass her the style wedding mag.... hehe.. love some of the gowns in tat mag. so pretty lo.
we had dinner at manhattan.... food was not hot enough. we didnt wan to complain to the mgr la... i tink becos we barely touch the fries and rice, the mgr ask us is everything ok with the food. den aunty jus tell her tat the food is not hot lo. practically cold la. didnt complain. jus feedback. and the mgr offer to replace the fries and rice... we say no need. haha.. so full aldy lo. den she offered us dessert.... mudpie~~~ nice~ hehe..

oh ya!! bought the tixs for Chicago The Musical!!
i feel so high class!! so atas! hahahaha..

RIP

2010-03-21T21:44:00.006+08:00

life is really very vulnerable. short and fragile. and its scary when its so unpredictable. there was nth we can do. except to wait.

helplessly.

...

i really got a shock when i got to know abt the news. it was unexpected. didnt noe how to react. didnt noe how i sld react. it really was a shock.

treasure everyone ard u while u can.

...

i love my bunch of frenz..

hotcakes ^.^

2010-03-15T14:50:00.007+08:00

went sch for nth today lo. hahhaa.. reached sch, tapped our card for attendance, attended less than 30 mins of lect, hand the award form to rohana, toilet, lib for fb den left sch. hahaha..
left sch for mac breakfast. hehehe.. hotcakes for both of us. haha..
i usually cut my hotcakes up nicely b4 eating them. my habit la. haha.. here's a pic of my leftover. still nicely stacked up lo. im such a tidy person. lol.

den this is pea's leftover. 'nicely' spread all over the plate. haha..

we (actually me) den decide to put them back to 1 piece. lol. pea joined in the fun oso lo. hahaha...

so fun. like playing jigsaw puzzle. a v difficult jigsaw leh... this is the best we can do. nice rite.. hehehe..

anyway these pics below are jus some random pics la. took them after my interview. was waiting for pea to finish her blood donation. hahaha.... me at BK.

i noe.. these are boring pics la.. since im uploading my hotcakes pics, might as well upload somemore rite.. haha...

my bag: my certs, wallet, tissue paper, water, handphone and hello kitty pouch seen.

my 'G'..

my 'G' again.. hehe..

my hello kitty organiser and my watch

yah... im at BK.. =.=

the thing that make me high.. hahhaa. yea i got a fetish for blue blacks. they are nice lo. hahahaa....

bzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbz

2010-03-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

ahh.... i've been so bz lately. with projects.
there's project due date everyweek since the week after cny lo. tat sld explain my absence since my last post bah.
so bz so bz so bz....
and i have 2 projects due this week. have not even started on one of them lo. presentation required somemore.

i dun even noe how im goin to write this post. hahaha...

despite my bz schedule, i still managed to watched alice in wonderland 3D. lol. i tink wonderland is pretty.. i tink alice's complexion is nice leh. like v smooth and fair.. like me.. haha.. the white queen reminds me of ah huat becos of her v 优雅 pose. and ah huat likes to put his hands on his shoulder. hehe..

have been sending out resumes. had only one interview with a financial co which they didnt call back. sad. nvm have 2 interviews this week and i'll cont sending out resumes. good luck to me in finding jobs. hehe..

and i tink i've sorta master how to play mj. hahaha... been playing it on fb recently. hahaha.. i need a break frm the projects oso de mah. lose most of the time but there are times tat i win alot oso lo. hahaha..
im goin to genting in may. with YYMS and dar. 1st OVERSEAS trip with YYMS. hehehe... tink i'll will prob try my luck in the casino. (i hope the security guard check my IC. lol.) anyway its my virgin try. hahaha hope i win. HUAT AH!!!!!

my cny~ hee..

2010-02-18T20:19:00.008+08:00

cny holidays are over and sch is starting tmr.

had a great cny this year. actually i love cny atmosphere. so happy de lo...

everywhere is so decorated.. ppl wear nice nice to bai nian.. kids get ang bao... adults get to gamble (not that they dun do it during normal days la).. lotsa good food and good drinks... everyone wears a smile... and we get to gather with relatives/frenz whom we seldom meet. im happy la... i like.. i love..

this yr's cny falls on the same day with v day. haha. i dun have a valentine so it doesnt really matter to me. hee..

we had reunion dinner at ah ma's hse last last sat. i wasnt tat close with the paternal side relatives.. and im not the kind who like to social ard. so i jus sat there and chat with my bro. only chatted with those who came to chat with me. haha. i noe i v dao la. but its really v awkward lo. i dun even noe which auntie/uncle is which one lo. i noe v jialat la..

reunion dinner at ah por's hse last sat (除夕). den watch them play mj.... they play so fast tat i catch no ball lo at all. =.=" i play mj once a yr but i always forget how to play. >.<"

chatted with my young cousin. i discovered smth shocking on fb.. and seriously gotta ask her. im not kpo.. im concern and worried. where to find such a good cousin leh? hahaha..

shock of my life: MSN is no longer 'in' aldy lo. and young ppl still use the word 'STEAD'. lolz..

hahaha young ppl nowadays still ask ppl, "wan to be my stead?" hahaha...

home swt home. and i was still doing my MC when i got home lo...

papa went to the temple and when he came back, we got ang baos frm the parents.. hehehe..

1st day of cny is always standard. went to da gu's hse 1st... den to ah ma's hse.... den to ah por's hse and stayed there for the rest of the day. hahaha...

lunched at ah por's hse too.. den start our gambling (poker)... lol.. i lost quite alot (abt $20)... den i took a break. watched others play mj.. so boring de. my break lasted abt 2 hrs.. den got back to the table again and start winning money... hehehe...

we had dinner and den continue again. lolz... there were so many actors at the gambling table lo... so funny. hahaha.

here are some of the gamblers. haha.. this table is usually full. sometimes u cant even sit at the table. gotta stand behind lo. haha...

another table. this one bo bian can onli sit 4 ppl.

these ppl so rich. hahaha.. buying branded is contagious.

anyway i won $38 for the day.. so nice. ^_^

day 2 was spent at ah por's hse oso. hehehe...

day 2 was the day for yu sheng.. v nice.. i like. =)

after tossing. but still.. HUAT AH!!!!

gambled almost the whole day too.. i mean the adults.. haha. i onli joined after dinner. lol. lost $34 tat day. =( so in the end onli win $4 nia lo... so hard to win money de....

some of ah por's grandkids with ah por. she's wearing the glasses becos she jus had an op. so hip lo..

ash is soooo cute.. hahaha..

day 3 went to sembawang da bo gong temple to pray...

den back home to continue MC.. really so hardworking wor..

day 4 was spent at home until kd called. hahahaha.. he asked whether my voice was ok anot. hahaha.. of cos ok la!!! jio-ed yyms to ktv at nrthpt. hehehe... it was wj's bdae oso. so we celebrated her bdae there. hehe..

grp pic self taken using my mini tripod. haha..

and i dunno y i tink i got v high after the session. lol. cant slp at all lo... maybe too long nv had such an exciting activity. lol. old ppl cannot take much excitement one.. haha..

day 5 (today) is really spent at home. wasted the whole day. dunno wat i was doing oso. took out the SO course guide and read the requirements for task 1. tats all. jialat.

day 6 is back to sch aldy. SE class early in the morning. hope i can wake up in time la...

day 7 will probably go ah siao's hse lo...

okie.. i tink tats all.. haha...

to all who read: Happy CNY.. Huat ah!!!!

cny shopping

2010-02-12T15:45:00.006+08:00

went to sch early in the morning jus to pay my sch fees. dunno y they nv send mine out the same day they sent to my frens lo. attendance thingy was a cock up thingy oso. nv a sem can they do everything sui sui one lo...

anyway after sch... went to bugis to pray. =) den dar went to buy toto for us. hahaha... we were dreaming so happily lo... so nice to dream... =D hope our dreams come true!!! lol..

after bugis, head to 313 for lunch cos we had a manicure appt later. lunched at hot tomato. actually its not bad. jus tat its abit too oily and salty. so unhealthy..

dar's sour tomato soup

my mushroom truffle soup

came with a piece of garlic bread which tasted v v v normal.

my grilled chicken chop

dar's grilled pork chop

had a free scoop of gelato after tat. hahaha... sooooo very full lo!!

went for our manicure at plush after tat. i really like the service there. been there once and felt pampered. hahaha. like the furnishings. i like the gal who did my nails. she's pretty la. i tink i mentioned b4.. lol... quite swt..

choose red for the season. hahaha... v pantang me. initially i wanted leopard prints nail art. but i diy-ed aldy. (see my previous entry lo)

den i tink tink.... leopard prints not suitable when i play blackjack. i scared i will keep "bao" when playing lo. wahahahahaha.... so pantang...

so satisfied with the outcome. dar got 'tok'. hahaha... nxt time mus ask price 1st la... dun silly silly orh orh...

at the concierge, we saw the board saying spend $100 with ur uob and get a $10 voucher. our (dar's) nail services were aldy quite a bomb. so we tried to gather $100 to get the $10 voucher.

dar got 1 top frm f21 and 1 leggings frm cotton on. i bought 1 top frm newlook, 1 top and 1 leggings frm cotton on. tog with the dinner frm mache, we managed to each get $100 with 3 receipts. yeah!!! went to the concierge and saw tat the vouchers have been given out or watever la..

so suay lo. we were in 313 for the longest period of time (1pm-8pm) looking for clothes and eating at mache when we were not even hungry. =.="

alrite include the lunch and manicure time oso la. but its still super long lo!!!! 7 hrs leh!! and i almost wanted to buy a diamond earring lo. aiyo... silly us.

blame us for being so gb lo.

i was looking for smth to match my leather tube. cldnt find anything la.. so we walk to wisma and dar shun bian bought her conflakes cny snack frm taka.

i bought many things frm la senza cos there was a 50% sale. hahaha.

went ion and bought another top frm new look again. lol. spent alot money. im goin to survive on water nxt mth.

excluding the sch fees, almost $400 was gone frm my bank acct ytd!! omg. but i realised some were spent on food which dar paid me back in cash and i oso took out some money to put in the wallet la. so i spent abt $200+ onli. hahahaha..

met dar's sis to take cab home tog. sooooo tired.

my leg is breaking lo. hahaha.

kns

2010-02-09T15:03:00.003+08:00

dunno is suay or wat....

the postman always come knock on my door when i go into my room. i cant hear the door knock frm my room mah. and the prob is they always knock sooooo softly... maybe they scared the pen pain. cos i noe they always knock with the stupid pen.

jus now i went in to my room at ard 145.... den went out to get a drink ard 215. saw the paper at the door. kns. always so 凖 one lo.

den i call for redelivery. i really hate the auto thing. cos sometimes the number i entered is invalid. same case jus now. so i have to speak to the operator. called for half an hr b4 someone REAL speak to me.

kns one la....

i guess tmr i'll have to sit at my door like a dog and wait for the postman to come.

cant they jus knock louder with their pens?

anyway i was too bored with MC last nite so i painted my nails.

pink leopard. lol.

i noe out of line aldy la... i did it quite fast lo.

anyway the pink base is abit awkward lo. but bo bian... try try. =)

MC v hard!!!!

2010-02-06T00:41:00.003+08:00

i tink J was pissed with me cos i keep finding excuses not to meet him. but im really bz lo. if he really wanna see me he can come find me during his lunch break and send me home de mah. he always say he got alot of time during lunch break. =.="

have finally started on MC. damn hard to start de. i spent 4 days to do research on SIA and nth much related to change. haiz... read the 1st page of the text and was stucked there. i really cant read anything de la. =.="

skipped lect today again. lol. really v tiring to wake up so early and to prepare for sch. SE is boring cos patrick always like to call me and ans qns de lo.
went mac to do manicure for mrs wee. hahaha.

tmr im goin shopping with mama and den goin for reunion dinner at ah ma hse at nite. =)

sch is goin to kill me someday

2010-02-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

yes im tired again. im tired this whole sem lo. cos the classes start so early. 830am!! and every morning we need to squeeze in the train and bus. really v sickening lo.
cant drive or take cab cos there'll be the morning jam. haiz....
not enough slp makes me not motivated to start my assignments. =.="

same as usual, nth much happened since the last day i blogged.

21st Jan: ESG in the morning. went home to rest and den go out again. bugis with mrs wee. had ma maison. shopping at the village. nv buy anything cos im super broke at tat time. onli $2 in my bank acct. lol.

22nd Jan: phone no bad when i was slping. alarm didnt ring. so i missed SE. i tink i read abit of SE text tat day. was rotting most of the time la.

23rd Jan: no plans to go out. wanted to study for test. den jun jio-ed me out for movie. hahha. so i happily went out for my movie with her. went home quite early cos i was seriously broke. hahaha. no shopping for me.

24th Jan: read and rot.

25th Jan: SO. lunched at KFC. home swt home.

26th Jan: MC. rach brought us to lunch at aston. i tot it was rest-tau-rant style lo. but its like coffee shop. v hot. acc dar to outram cos she wanted to donate blood. but.... hahaha... home after tat.

27th Jan: no lecture! sld be my happiest day. but the relative visit. super sian la...

28th Jan: ESG and den home. my study life is really boring. i brought the SE textbook so i can read it on the train. read abt 20 pages on the train journey to and fro. the train is really a conducive place to study lo. i can onli read abt 2-3 pages when im at home. so many distraction. im tinking of taking the train frm jurong east to marina bay - to and fro. haha.

29th Jan: SE test. i waited for the train to Pasir Ris for more than 20 mins!!!! and was thus late for the test. it started at 830 sharp and i onli reached sch ard 845. went to the wrong room instead. i tot the test was in our usual classroom. saw patrick inside. he asked, "are you suppose to be here?" haiz.. he told me its nxt door lo. anyway the test is onli 1 hr. so i onli got 45mins to finish it. not enough time. lesson continue after tat.
i jio-ed my dar out cos my blk was undergoing some electricity thingy la. tat means whole blk dun have electricity!!! no comp, no tv, no fan, no nth...
we went AMK Hub. lunched at the soup restaurant. watched tooth fairy. shopped. i finally bought my heels. hehehe. i bought a pair of black heels with sequins, a pair of grey/silver wedges with 铆钉and a bag oso. bought eye masks and nail polish... shopping makes me happy. =)

30th Jan: went to dye hair with mrs wee... salon was crowded. i tink my color is called 'light flaxen'. its darker than my previous color la. but mama said its still too light. =.="

31th Jan: went aunty's new hse at clementi. so far lo. i like her bedroom v muchie.... the walls are dark purple and the wardrobe is black with black prints. red bed. v pretty. the other 2 rooms are still kinda empty la. tv is huge. sofa is red and comfy~~ hehee

1st Feb: SO and ESG lectures clash. but i attended the SO lect. maybe nxt time when it clashes i'll attend ESG cos there'll be ESG presentation. haiz...

tats all... tmr got MC. hope i can finish half of MC and SO b4 cny. so i still got time for ESG. SE too... so many pjts. 6 this sem. =.="

im so cute~~

2010-01-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

yeah!! gathering with YYMS over the weekend. so long since our last gathering. i mean with everyone. haha. happy.
had dinner at clarke quay sun with moon. nice wagyu beef and ramen~~
some 小插曲 dear made. kept calling the wrong name. really made me and bw sweat. haha. but everything was fine.
KTV after tat. but b4 KTV, me, bw and dear went to get the cake frm swissotel. raspberry chocolate mousse. nice. and we took abt 20mins to walk the distance tat we cld walk using 5mins. hahaha. silly us.
and i got 'infected' by dearie's blurness. wanted to go to 3rd flr in liang court. but i cldnt find the '3' button so i pressed the 4th floor and say the lift dun have 3rd flr - loudly. den the guy who's taking the lift with us pressed the 3rd flr btn for us. hahahaha.. so pai seh.
KTV was good although i wasnt really in the form to sing. i jus completed my med the day b4 and im singing the nxt day aldy. haha. voice didnt quite come out.
ah siao and jer joined us for KTV as well.
cut the nice nice cake and gave kd his bdae pressie in the KTV. =)
i love YYMS gatherings. we have all grown old and i hope we will be growing old tog. haha.

im now laughing at myself. hahahaha... and i cant stop laughing. hahaha.
cos i suddenly tink of the situation during the movie i watched on mon with dar. hahaha. that scene was quiet. den the water sprinkler suddenly started to sprinkle water. neh.. those type of auto sprinkler lo. i got a fright frm the sudden sprinkle tat dar said i jumped v high frm my seat. hahaha. den we both kept laughing until the movie ends. hahaha... i still rem tat 'jump'. hahaha. so funny lo.
so nice to watch movie with me. got extra special effect lo.

anyway tat day after sch, me and dar went to chinatown. wanted to eat my porridge de. but it's closed for renovation. =.=" 2nd time i went there without eating the porridge liao lo.
so we had mac for lunch. i love curly fries~~
and we tokked abt seeing other ppl's naked bodies. hahaha. i seen alot naked bodies REAL LIFE. hahaha. at the onsen place in korea. lol.
den we went for our facial and body massage. lol. coup-ed the voucher frm previous company becos some 'ups' didnt take them. date was chopped aldy and its wasted to throw it away so i coup-ed it. haha.
$32 for facial, eye treatment, back massage and parrafin hand wax treatment. cheap rite.. abt 2hr20min lo.
the facial was not too bad la. dunno wats the eye treatment for oso. my orr bak kak still there ah eye bag oso. wax was toooooooooo hot. my hand was machiam cooked in the wax lik tat lo. so hot. back massage was damn painful. i told the massager to be lighter several times and she's still using full force lo. kns. i felt my bones kena crushed by her lo.

after tat, we went to the cathay. dar had a haircut. we had dinner at aston specialities. okie onli. food came super slow. waited for more than 20mins after ordering. considered long rite?
we den watch the movie - Its Complicated. its a comedy la. and got the fright during the show. haha.

i tink i look more and more ang moh. haha. cos some obviously chinese speaking ppl speak to me in ang moh and didnt wan to change to chinese when i reply in chinese.
her 'res-tor-lant' is soooo 经典. dunno how long nv hear ppl say 'res-tor-lant' tat way aldy. hahaha.. im so bad to laugh at ppl. my ang moh is not good either but im laughing at ppl's ang moh. =p

im goin to learn A-Lin's new songs!! will forgo landy's this time. haha. but dunno when will i be singing again. nxt week test aldy lo. and i got 6 pjts this sem. =.="

***
be faithful. dun even try the 1 last time cos there wont be anymore last time.
jus disappointed.

1st time i pon this sem. haha..

2010-01-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

ytd was almost a full day of sch.
ESG in the morning. ang moh lecturer again. and she's hip lo. she said she's goin to watch greenday concert at nite.. haha. i dunno even noe who they are lo.
had an hr de break cos she let us off 30mins earlier. lunched and den photocopied the SE text. so much lo.
den SO lect. the rmit lecturer had the same name as the author as HRM text. dunno whether its the same person anot. and HRM text is one of the lousiest textbook ever. haha.
home straight after lect.. so good gal lo me. haha. =)
i was kinda happy tat goh ai yat rems me. hahaha. she came to call me when i was 'shopping' at the pushcarts during break. lol. i must be one of the good students in EP and EV la. i tink. lol.

the SE lecturer likes to call me lo. today he called me again and asked me abt the super boring ashoka video. i didnt even catch his qn except for the 'nice smile' he commented on me. lol. den i anyhow pom oso pom correctly. lol. im really born to be an entrepreneur lo. hahahaha..
go ashoka and search for bill drayton's video. u'll noe how boring it is. =.="

went to town after lect. i've got 4 hrs break b4 the nxt lect lo. dar doesnt have lect in the morning so she met us there. lunched at ion BK. same as outside ones mah. hahaha. went shopping. saw some nice shoes but cldnt get the correct sizes. smth VERY wrong with my feet lo.
1st we went to some shoe shop where pam got her heels. i tried the same pair. dunno wat weird weird size la. i tried 260 and they were tooooo big. i tried 250 and they were toooo small. =.=
den we went newlook. they got some nice shoes there lo. tried size 5 and they were tooooooo big. tried size 4 and they were not really my size either. size 3 was wayyyyy toooooo small. haiz.. irritating feet. so i didnt get any shoes and pam got 2 pairs. so nice!!
and it was past 230 when we finished trying all the shoes. lol. rach wanted to go coach. den while walking to coach, we all decide to pon the afternoon lect. hahahaha.. its troublesome to go back to sch la. so dar came out for nth. lol. shopped ard other shops too. i still like the miu miu bag.
den acc rach to find her ballet shoes. watched some video on B.W.. looks really scary cos the 'waxer' was a guy. hahaha. and the female was really hairy la. lol.
den rushed home to watched my korean drama. still too late for it. haiz.. onli watched half. its so exciting lo. haha..

=.=

2010-01-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

i told myself to be hardworking b4 the sem started. now, im lazing ard.... wanted to start researching on MC. den i read the MC course guide and stopped there. =.=
its due in 4 weeks time. dunno if i'll have time to finish it anot cos i having SE test in 2 weeks time. so fast~~~~~ i tink im still in holiday mood.. since forever.

ytd's me during lect was predictable - tired. lol.
darling so sweet to buy me bkf.
went to tj pg to meet jess to buy our txtbooks. i almost fainted when i saw the txtbooks. so thick lo. ya.. as quoted frm pam, "u'll be amazed by how much u can absorb during exams". i hope i'll be amazed by myself.
den we went to vvv for vietnamese lunch. actually its my first time eating vietnamese food. i tink its not bad la. lol...
NLB to do some usual business. lol. =)
den to bugis for shopping~~ haha. i didnt buy the things i aimed to buy lo. heels and sharpener for my eyeliner. but i managed to buy eye masks tat i wanted frm faceshop though. =)
bugis is becoming so small tat we finished shopping within split seconds lo. haha. rested our 'ka' at MOF before heading to PS.
dar went to change shoes for her mama at cotton on. so hip wor..
dar brought me to monfae, the watch shop tat xx advertised for. the watches are not bad la. in the end i bought 2 lo for $80. one black, one red. hahaha. hope i'll wear them la. dar keep saying 'muz wear leh'. ok la.. i'll try to wear them de la.. haha.
popeye at T3 for dinner. 2nd time i went airport this week. hehe..
went look ard for perfume and realise the DFS are all in the restricted area. =.="

today is actually a day where i can seriously start on my pjts lo. but i wasted the whole day again.
i baked cinnamon roll today. lol. probably my hardest item to bake. it was v troublesome to make the dough la. they didnt come out pretty leh. hope they taste good cos i haven tasted it. lol.
=)

tmr's goin to be a tired day again. 30 mins of break in btwn onli. =(

nth to do

2010-01-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

i got nth to do now. bored.
stayed at home the whole day. felt like baking but dunno wat to bake. maybe i'll try smth new this week. i hope i have time la.

actually i have assignments to do, case studies to read and a few chpts of social entrepreneurial tat i gotta read before the nxt lesson. but no mood leh.
i tink nxt week den start la... lol. nxt week and nxt week and nxt week. bleah..

as i mentioned, bro came back frm istanbul on sun. went to pick him up. asked him to get me a bottle of icewine if not ex. lol. and of cos he bought it. i didnt noe its TAT ex lo!
$106 for 375ml onli!! its slightly more than a CAN of soft drink lo; not even a BOTTLE. and actually i onli wanted to try try nia lo. cos i heard its nice. hahaha. i realise we like to spend money to 'try try'.
yet to try it la. wait till got special occasion den open it. haha..

im goin to have 18 hrs of lect this week. and i hate the breaks in btwn la.. thurs will onli be having 30mins lunch break. den fri will be having 4 hrs of break. kns one.

bored. tinking of wat to wear tmr. i miss wearing uniforms lo. super sian. i dun like to tink leh.
no clothes to wear aldy lo.
am goin to vvv for lunch tmr... and shopping after tat. =)

tired tired tired... but cant slp. =(

2010-01-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

if not for my slpiness, i'd be in the cinema watching 'Mother' with jun.
the medicine tat im taking now is making me drowsy lo. it doesnt state that the med will cause drowsiness, and the missy nv tell me either. but im really slpy after taking those med.
my 2nd movie i 推掉 this week.
super tired leh....
went to lie down on the bed but i tink i fell aslp for 10mins den wake up again. i looked at the time. just cant slp when im on bed. haiz...

bro is coming back frm istanbul tmr.
this morning when i woke up, mama asked me if i need to go to sch on mon. i said no. and asked "why" several times. (they always cant hear my qns or watever i say. so everytime i tok to them i have to say it more than twice or trice. i oso dunno y.)
den she said she's making bird nest!! Woooo~~ i like. but y isit tat she's onli making it when bro is coming back and not when im coughing my lungs out? haiz~
nvm... at least there's some for me.

sch was really tired. SE seems really tough. the lecturer makes us write our names in front of us so he can randomly ask ppl qn. he called me once. but i tink he stopped calling me after i coughed alot. hahaha. and the test is goin to be in week 4!!!! tat is like less than a mth! shit lo.
went to photocopy the textbooks (there are 2 txtbks for SE) in the lib and den realised we took 1 wrong book. wasted so much time photocopying. haiz... dunno if i'll be able to finish reading them anot.

went home. wanted to rest. but didnt get any. i jus cant make myself slp in the noon. haiz..
went out again to meet mrs wee. far east. she wanted to get new yr clothes aldy. its abt time oso la. so she got some tops and some fake lashes. initially i brought her to the shop where i got mine. but the female staffs left and there's onli an uncle in the shop. we tot that uncles wont have any knowledge on lashes. so we went to another shop. hahaha.. i dunno y all fake lashes are so damn long lo. we prefer natural natural natural ones. so in the end, she jus got 3 pairs of the shortest she cld get. hahaha..

we went over to ion cos she said there's sales over there. anyway its almost 10pm when we reached ion lo. so most of the shops are closed or closing. we went to over to new look. cos it was still open. haha. and i bought a dress.
after awhile, when she was trying on some clothes, the music and aircon stopped. time for us to leave. she didnt buy anything there.
den we happily and tiredly went home.....

ahh.. i saw the pic of the gal who got molested in sentosa. 'she' is a male!!
aiyo.... i wonder if those molesters got touch anything familar anot lo. eeeeee....

my 1st~ =)

2010-01-07T21:22:00.004+08:00

officially own it on xmas eve 09. collected it today. hahaha.
im so in love with this pretty little thing. so took alot pics of it. lol. 0.47 carat onli la. hehe..
here goes........

the box

ta daah~~ the small little thing.

closer...

and closer...

took it out..

put it on...

lala... its so small.. =)

too hairy...

really too hairy.. =( but the small little thing is damn pretty.. =)

yeah!!

last one..

4th time

2010-01-05T20:09:00.002+08:00

sch has started officially. today was the 1st day of sch. damn tiring. now all lectures starts at 830am, which means i have to leave hse ard 715am, which oso means i have to wake up latest by 6am. super early de lo...
and im soooooo tired today. wanted to fall aslp in the lect. brain felt heavy. yes, its the brain, not the head. the thing inside my head felt heavy la.
lecture ends early today cos its the 1st lect and there's nth much the prada can teach. onli the introduction la. so he ended the class at 11am. went straight home after tat. so 乖 lo. we dunno how long nv go home straight after sch aldy lo. haha.
and i tried to reach home b4 the clinic closes for the break at 12pm. haiz... i was still too late. so i ended up forcing myself to stay awake until 2pm and den go see the doc lo. really v tired la. took a queue number. but i still gotta wait another hr b4 its my turn lo. so many ppl see doc.
this is actually the 4th time i seen the doc aldy. the cough got better but nv totally got well. until sun i gey kiang pack my room. i tink its the dust that caused irritation la. sensitive to dust den i kept sneezing. flu came. and den cough came back shortly.
haiz~
doc says my airway is tight although i didnt feel any tightness. how does a tight airway sound like? but i was always breatheless. i cant talk. i feel v abit 喘 jus by making some noise aldy. if wan me to tok in full sentences, i feel v 喘. the doc said its becos of the flu tat my cough got worse. and my lungs and airway were super weak. need to 补 them. she recommended a few chinese herbs but i cant rem wat are they. i onli rem bird nests. hahahaha.. i like~ but hse dun have. =(

anyway i watched tresure hunter with parents on sat at amk. lol. asked them to watch bodyguards and assasins instead but they say i watched it b4 and wanna watch smth i haven watch b4. lol. i oso nv say i wanna watch movie with them lo.
so in the end we watched treasure hunter. not nice. but papa says the title sounds nice. haha.
btw saw kd and wj when i was buying the tix. they were oso catching the same movie at the same place, but different timing. hehe.. so 巧.

den ytd went over to rach's hse for a baking session. she invited so many of her frenz lo. but good thing they were frenly. =) we baked oatmeal rasins cookies. i tasted abit but i cant really get the taste la. they looked nice though. played games too. some kind of sabotage card game la. 2 rounds is enough for me. haha.
豆豆 and i left ard 4pm to go back to office to collect our final pay cheques. she got more than twice of mine lo. so good. but that was our hard-earned money la.
we den cabbed down to cine to get tix for old dogs. went for manicure @313. i like the manicurists. so pretty. so gentle. and so hairy. haha. i mean the head hair. i like. service is good too. furnishings is pretty too. i like the place. hahaha.
dinner at heeren fish&co. den movie. funny. but i didnt laugh much. difficulty in laughing. =(
home after tat.

分手需要练习的

2010-01-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

谈起关于你的话题

终于可以不用缺席

甚至还表现的不再关心

从前你身上的痕迹

现在不过是场回忆

忽远忽近

我怕的是低潮来袭

这城市那里够隐秘

藏住我突然想哭的情绪

宁愿失去都只勇气

好过和你乱葬推挤

这样结束的情

原来分手是需要练习的

但时间久了会变勇敢的

你慢慢出走我渐渐放手

这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的

但伤口好了会变轻松的

海阔天空不残留一点痛

回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落

但我一定能学会

再想你的时候不难过

我怕的是低潮来袭

这城市那里够隐秘

藏住我突然想哭的情绪

宁愿失去不只勇气

好过和你冷战推挤

这样结束的情

原来分手是需要练习的

但时间久了会变勇敢的

你慢慢出走我渐渐放手

这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的

但伤口好了会变轻松的

海阔天空不残留一点痛

回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落啊~

但我一定能学会

再想你的时候不难过

原来分手是需要练习的

但伤口好了会变轻松的

海阔天空不残留一点痛

回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落啊~

但我一定能学会

再想你的时候不难过

Happy 2010

2010-01-02T01:39:00.004+08:00

Happy new year everyone!!!! Welcoming a brand new decade. =)

went ahsiao's place on nye. bbq~
haha.... meet earlier (ard 6pm) to buy all the food and bbq stuffs. we reached home(ah siao's) at ard 7pm and den start preparing. still need to thaw the chicken wings and other food lo. we gals prepare the food and jeremy prepare the pit and fire.
i asked the gals whether we'll prepare until midnite anot lo. hahaha. cos the damn chicken is really v frozen la.

i tink we finish preparing the food at 9+ lo!!! hahaha. not we slow. blame the chicken. lol.
but the fire is still not ready. the charcoal was really bad. it cldnt heat up at all. =.="
poor jeremy had been setting up the fire since 2009 lo.
we managed to bbq-ed 1 round of food onli. the fire died.
we watched tv. kd kept forcing us to watch all the mediacorp old stars lo. haha. den countdown. Yeah!! Happy 2010!
jer had tried to set up the fire frm 2009 - 2010!! hahaha..
we brought all the food in to cook it over with the pans. lolz. bbq food become a home cook food. hahaha... our 1st meal in 2010.
we really prepare everything until midnite lo. lol.
went home at 2am+. v tired aldy.
slp at 3am+ and den today woke up at almost 12. haha.. damn tired de.
cos i was still doing WIL2 the previous nite lo. until 430am. woke up at 9am and cont to do. heng managed to finish it b4 the celebration at nite. hehe..

today, went to amk with jun for sherlock holmes. its nice. i tink im as clever as holmes. hahaha.
the show is nice la. but too bad we were sitted at the 1st row. we didnt buy the tix in advance mah. but go there aldy nv watch oso v wat lo. hahaha.
we had dinner and walked ard b4 the show starts. i bought a small pillow. hahaha.. i wanted to use it for my 'sour' back on bed. old me get 'sour' back everymth. hai~
brought the pillow to good use in the theatre. hahaha.. but not for my back la. but becos the theatre was super cold, it'd be good to hug the pillow. hahahaha.. so comfy~

tats my nye and nyd. hahaha.
no resolutions la. too tired to tink. haha.
goin to slp aldy. nite.

holiday is ending

2009-12-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

im here again. =.=" sld be doing my WIL2 now. but im stucked again. brain is goin to stop functioning for WIL2 soon. i hope im half done by now. hopefully i dun have to edit my part again lo.
realised sch starts nxt tue! less than a week! thats like super damn fast la.. and coming sem is goin to be real bz!! busier than last sem lo. i onli wished for coorperative grp mates and regular slp.
i haven really enjoyed myself to the fullest this "holiday" lo. maybe becos of my sickness oso la. i cant sing, cant tok, cant drink, cant do anything much with the horrible cough. and im still coughing now. =.="

sun was out with jun. shopping and movie. bought a white dress ($15) and 2 hair clips ($5 & $7) frm F21. super cheap de lo. esp the dress. im so satisfied with wat i bought. hahaha.
anyway bodyguards and assassins is not bad. but the actors die so fast... alot of them onli come out awhile and den died. the movie was quite long. and restaurants were closed when we finish the movie. we had dinner at mac and den went home.

mon, mama was on leave, so i brought her out. hahaha. she nv been to 313 mah. brought her to see see look look. im so nice rite.. hee.. =)
den i bought a cheapo watch. one of the fake bling fell off aldy. even b4 i officially start wearing it. =.=" really is 一分钱一分货. doesnt matter la. im not really used to wearing watches oso. haha.

today is 30th dec. they have officially become mr and mrs toh.
i dunno how i sld be feeling. im shocked, angry, sad, empty brained. he didnt even tell me abt it. even when he called me the day b4. maybe he jus wans to meet up on his bachelor nite. but isnt that weird oso? haiz.. dunno la.
it jus feels weird lo. sld i pretend that i dunno abt it or wat?

and J jus keeps scaring me. he rems everything i said. even things that i said 5 or 6 yrs ago. i dun even rem the things until he brought them up. he sometimes really scares me. i feel im being stalked lo. and i rem i nv gave him my phone num the first time we met. but he has it. scary isnt it.. everything he does now scares me. he's lik a pervert aldy.
i noe my life is complicated becos of some ppl i met. hai~

ok la... im very ok.
and im so looking fwd to nxt week. not the sch and the due date. but becos will be collecting my ring. hahaha... so excited.
and will be goin to rach's place for a baking session. excited oso!
and final pay is ready for collection. excited!

holiday season

2009-12-26T22:10:00.003+08:00

little india for lunch with the sch gals. cos rach was craving for naan since dunno when. haha.. and pam gave us each a little pressie. so sweet of her.
we all acc rach to go thread her brow. and pam shun bian did a pedi there.
after that, rach and me acc pea back to office to pass up the petty cash voucher, while pam went off to meet her fren aldy. saw wendy at the office. she slimed down quite abit after giving birth lo. tats fast. and her face looks small lo. so good.
we den decide to walk to somerset. it was really a walkable distance la.. stopped to buy bean curd tart. the whole shop smells nice. i didnt get any cos i wanted the mixed one. sold out aldy la.. so good hearted pea let me tried half of the bean curd tart (we shared la). its nice. not too sweet. anyway im not a v egg tart person. i onli like to eat 1 or 2 mouths of it and throw the rest away. haha.

continued walking. the weather was damn hot. we gave up walking when we reached dobby ghaut mrt. lol. took 1 stop to somerset lo. we love aircon!!!
have been touring in 313 these few days. i like the forever21!!! 4 storeys of it!

we shopped and shopped and shopped.
den we all parted. hahaa... we got our own activities la. i meeting mrs wee.
dinner with mrs wee at crystal jade la mian. shopped. bought xmas pressie for 豆豆.
we went to alot boutiques la. cos mrs wee wanted to get a bag.

saw fann wong and chris lee at loewe!!
fann wong is so so so so so pretty lo.. *envy*
tall and slim. complexion as good as a baby's. and she's so fair. so pretty lo. mrs wee says she's like 'poreless'!!! i oso wan!
chris lee is oso handsome la... good build. but my eyes are focused on mrs lee. hahaha..
and she's carrying a orange birkin bag lo. so nice! i oso wan!
she buy so many things frm loewe lo. and manly chris help to carry. so man~
十指紧扣. so loving~

hahaha... enough of mr and mrs lee..
gucci was having sales. and the queue was sooooo long lo. we waited for at least 15 mins to get in bah. came out with nth.
went ard chanel, lv, burberry, etc.
i tink i like most of the bags frm miumiu leh. maybe i'll try to get a couple nxt yr if i visit tat particular country. hahahaha.. so pretty lo.
my leg almost broke that day frm all the walking and shopping. it was a long day.

pat called me early in the morning but i still wanted to slp. so i didnt ans.
mama worked half day cos it was xmas eve. jio me to nrthpoint. haha... so hip rite.
lunched.
anyway pat called to offer me a job. so nice lo. but too bad i cant commit. she's a nice lady. hee..

btw i had my official 1st bling that day. 0.47carat! and its mine!!!
but i haven got it yet. sent for alteration of the size. =) will onli be ready in 2 weeks time! so happy.

merry xmas!

xmas day was out with 豆豆. we meet at my place as usual. i saw her paper bag. den i was like 'oh no, 不会这么巧吧' in my heart la.. i saw the pressie. haha.. den i kept quiet. we went to my 2nd home (orchard) again. lunched at KFC cos she wanted to try the v exciting chicken. hahaha. hiam!
of cos i didnt order that la. im not as brave. haha.
she opened up my gift for her. hahahaa... we bought exactly the same thing, frm the same outlet. Fancl collagen drink frm ngee ann city. really v 巧 lo. but we got other things for each other oso la. i got a mask and a testtube of chocolates. thank you my rove~

we watched alvin and the chipmunks. clever me bought the tix early on wed. it was full hse lo. or almost full la. sporeans got nth better to do one mah. so cinemas are alwyas crowded on holidays. hahaha..
went to shop AGAIN. i bought 2 eyeliners (brown and black) and a nail polish.
dinner at Ah Yat. we order the set meal. it comes with a shark fin, abalone rice and a bird nest dessert. the abalone is soooo BIG lo. and there's ALOT of bird nest lo. =.="
but overall its still not bad. quite worth the price oso. cos it was not really tat ex. haha.

went to meet serene and her bf at the roof garden. took pics here and there. hahaha...
den cabbed home.
cab journey was bad.

today im at home whole day. resting. really v tired.
watched xing guang. bad.
online the whole day. saw some nice dresses on f21. feel like buying and keep. lol. dunno keep for wat oso la. i tink i need some dresses for aunty's wedding. needa start preparing. dunno wat the theme will be like. gotta lose weight oso. gotta save up oso. wedding needs alot money.
haha.. machiam my own wedding. but since she is my best fren... im goin to give her a really big ang bao. hahaha...

i tink im goin to get a watch. not really those high end kind cos i dun like wearing watches. but i tink a watch will give a better image at interviews bah. wear watch looks like machiam got alot 时间观念 mah. hahaha. thats my opinion la.
i haven started looking for jobs la. but maybe within these few mths lo. so i need a watch. maybe soon. haha..
and i need heels too. my heels are all not v formal lo.
but i got no income anymore. =(

im goin to meet jun tmr~ =)

feeling tired today. got feeling my relative is visiting soon. cramps... i hate cramps!!
my word doc has been open since i finished watching xing guang. its still empty now!! how to squeeze out my part by 31st.. haiz. i gotta jiayou aldy.
so holiday mood lo! and its due on the 8th!! we need time to edit oso.
im slow this holiday. haiz...

ok i tink im not blogging these few days. so..
Happy New Year in advance!!

msn proposal?

2009-12-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

everyone ard me is getting married lo. applying for hdbs... den i told 豆豆 i oso wanna get married. my 豆豆 says she'll proposh to me in 5 yrs time. hahaha... i'll become an old hag by then. lol. thanks my rove~

anyway J wanna support me since im jobless now. lol...
anyway he and 豆豆 are not the same person. lol. i jus realised 1 is bean and the other is pea. lol....
i copied part of the log here. i onli changed his nick. names sld be protected.

J Beanie says:

really.

actually i can support you, and i dun expect anything from u la.

i M a GaL says:

but i will pai seh

J Beanie says:

is ok la

i M a GaL says:

J Beanie says:

that good

so whatever i share with you, you musn't get offended can?

i will tell you all my past and what i have encounter so far

i M a GaL says:

sure

J Beanie says:

but why nowsaday u dun answer my phone??

i M a GaL says:

i was bathing tat day when u call leh

hehehe

J Beanie says:

do you know u only call me once since the day we know till now

many years already

why ha

u dun like call guys ha

i M a GaL says:

haha ya lo...

actually i seldom make phone calls

J Beanie says:

mimmm....but u shd be very comfortable with me ma

aren't you

i only will care and take care u

i M a GaL says:

yup

thanks

J Beanie says:

so when u graduating?

i M a GaL says:

nxt yr aug

J Beanie says:

so when u want come my hse and take a look?

btw, u have come b4

i M a GaL says:

ya lo...

ur hse v nice....

J Beanie says:

so after u graduate, why dun u marry me and u can stay with me

i M a GaL says:

har??

i need to work 1st bah

J Beanie says:

can

no worries

i understand

and im still waiting for wat he's goin to share with me.... hmm.. kinda scary.
wat is he goin to tell me? wat has he encountered?
is he goin to tell me that he's married/attached but wanna leave his partner to be with me?
is he goin to tell me that he's married/attached but wanna keep me as a mistress?
is he goin to tell me he's dying and wan me to acc him for the rest of his few yrs?
etc etc etc...
he hasn't share anything with me lo.

actually my ans to tat particular qn was super lame la.... hahaha....
but i really dunno how to ans him le.
and where got ppl propose on msn one.... no flowers, no ring... ~.~" not sincere at all la....

im retrenched!

2009-12-22T15:13:00.003+08:00

im officially jobless now. have been retrenched. (retrenched sounds better than sacked.)
received several missed calls ytd. didnt pick up the calls cos i was watching Avatar. and oso becos the numbers are unknown numbers. actually the numbers looked familar la. and i sorta guessed where its frm. but i jus dun like answering calls frm ppl not in my phonebook. hahaha... im onli ABIT dao la.

den when we were having dinner, 豆豆 received a call frm pat. officially informing her abt the news. i received the same call after awhile. but did not pick up. i really missed it la. but i called back after awhile. so is it equivalent to me being the one who quit, and not being retrenched? lol.. anyway pat informed us that danny liew said that all partimers need not go back to work anymore. how can they dun wan me, such a HARDWORKING worker? although i like to go as and when i like, always msning, always playing games during work, but im still hardworking okie...
so the company is closing down soon? even the sales and tm dept are closed down suddenly. hai~ and i tot the economy is picking up aldy. is it really that bad?
i got retrenched. im still so young... i lost my income aldy...
who wanna 养我?

lol... but i dun tink i'll be finding another job at the moment. at least wait till WIL2 is over. and see if my coming sem is bz anot lo....
im goin to be so poor aldy lo. =(

anyway ytd was pjt meeting. met at heeren mac. split the tasks and we're done. fast and efficient. lunched at thai express cos i have the 1 for 1 coupon. and nadia got citybank card. we got free desserts.
pam went to work and nadia went to prada to see a bag. 豆豆 acc me to shop for xmas pressies..
and den we went to watch Avatar. the theatre was full hse lo. and the china guy sitting in front of me sat so straight. i cant see. ~.~"
i have to sit very very very straight and keep moving my head in order to catch the subtitles. i turn left, i cannot see the right, i turn right, i cannot see the left. i tink the person sitting me muz be frustrated lo. my neck almost broke after the movie.
the F21 at 313 was big lo.... so nice.. good time for shopping when im retrenched. =)
dinner at orchard central.
after dinner, we took the very very very long escalator to the roof garden. damn scary la....
roof garden is soooooo dark at nite. now i prefer the day view.
took alot photos there. lol.... testing my camera. dunno wat mode to use la... gave up.
went to have desserts and la teh....
comfortable.... relaxing....
and it rained.
cabbed home.

and becos im retrenched, im home today doing nth much. wanna try doing WIL2. my notes are beside me but i've not read a single word frm it. good.... =)
i shall relax today.

tmr will be an exciting day cos im goin to little india~ hahaha... hope it'll not be too scary~
ciao~

boring weekend

2009-12-20T22:55:00.003+08:00

was finally able to meet up with YYMS on fri. =)
dinner at AMK hub. long chats too.

spent the weekend at home rotting. 星光 is getting more and more boring every season.
watched alot of 宫心计 too. lol..
dun usually watch HK dramas. but it was not bad.

baked beer cake today. y beer? i dunno. it jus suddenly came to my mind.
1st tried beer cake in hokkaido. it was not bad.
the one i baked doesnt taste like the one i had in hokkaido. anyway i 'accidentally' put tooooooo much beer in it. there's smth wrong with my brain bah. i saw "1 cup of beer", but i poured in "1 can of beer". =.=" how stupid.
i dun like beer btw. hate it. but it looks not bad. =)

im still coughing.

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im a 老板娘 (soon-to-be)!!!

stupid sales-oldwoman

2009-12-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

went to JB city square on monday wif my 豆豆. haha.. our 1st OVERSEAS trip.
that nite b4, i found 1 kimite. hahahaha.. expired aldy la. for at least 3 mths. but i scared i'll buay tahan the bus journey in to JB. so i jus went ahead and used it. i tink there's not much effect aldy. cos the journey in was not v nice. or prob the bus jerk too much. haiz.. =.="
we reached ard 2pm+. had lunch and went to do our nails. i dunno how long we ate and how long we did our nails. but it was aldy 5pm+ when we are finished with nails. time flies sooooo fast lo.
shopped awhile. but there's nth to buy. i onli bought a few pouches. will be good for putting cosmetics. =)
nth to shop we oso can shop until 7pm+ and den have dinner at swensons. hahaha. dinner was real cheap de la. the ice cream was on 50% 'sale'. so we ordered 2. haha... committing suicide lo.
i tink we both ate at RM40+. cheap cheap. ^_^
anyway the stuff frm skinfood is cheaper there lo. so nice.
reached home ard 10pm+. almost 11pm. hahaha.. citysquare oso can walk so long. 真是佩服!! haha..
mama say the nails are not nice. and that i can do a better job myself. dunno to be sad or happy.

watched The Princess & The Frog on tue. it's been such a long time since i watch such a WaltDisney show. princessy. hehehe... not bad la. some parts are quite funny. but it'll suit kids more lo.
walked ard at cwp abit. went to metro and to the lancome counter. i asked 豆豆 to go and try the things she wanted to get. the salesoldwoman was v bad. she asked whether we are in our late 20s or mid 20s. where in the hell do we look like LATE 20s!!!!!!! no one ever guessed im late 20s lo. kns.
i've always 在乎 this age thingy since 18 yr old bah. i feel sad when ppl guessed my age or when ppl guess it older lo. haiz.... late 20s... so sad lo.. =(
went to sch sadly.. for re-enrollment. its kinda stupid cos we all have to re-enrol ourselves every half a yr. they cant auto re-enroll us lo. tsk!
work after the enrollment. boring and tired. recently no mood to work. hahaha. went to office, sat there and stare at the screen. have been inefficient lately. maybe becos boss not ard. hehehe..
anyway i was quite sad abt wat the lancome salesoldwoman said. went to buy meiji collagen tea. anyway its real cheap oso la. jus try try lo. no harm. and it tastes not bad lo.. =)

today was spent at home. doing nth 有用. lol..
jus had dinner at nrthpoint with janet, pei and aunty. haven seen janet ever since she left for switzerland. damn long aldy lo. as bz as b4.
hahaha... bw dun be jealous okie. =)

i need to do some more xmas shopping!!
yeah!! im goin to the v lomantic place wif 豆豆 on xmas. so lomantic i tink i'll be v nice to do my solemnization there. =)
and i tink i need to start planning for a ft job aldy. need to decide wat i wanna do after grad. time to be serious. anyone got job lobang muz tell me wor.
so scary~~~~~
need to brush up my ang moh, my networking skills, this skill, that skill, blah blah blah...

遇到变态

2009-12-13T14:54:00.003+08:00

so tired now. insomnia last nite. weird. had aldy handed in WIL2 1st assignment. but i still cant slp well. haiz~
having a headache now lo. and so giddy~~~~ nauseous too. haiz...
sldnt be caused by the med i tink. i feel like falling aslp aldy lo but im not an afternoon nap person. so i shall try to keep myself awake.

fri nite, i was on the way back home. train was v crowded. i was standing at the 'hole' near the door. when the train stopped, an uncle's elbow brushed my wave. i dun tink it was on purpose la cos the train was really crowded. but his after-actions are damn disgusting lo. cos he kept smiling. =.=" so 变态. so 恶心.
i was really suay lo. haiz.

went work ytd. did nth except playing games, surfing net and chatting. haha. celebrated moris's bdae. so good when there're no bosses ard. hee.. =)
after work, we really walked frm office to the cathay.. and den to orchard. haha.. 厉害吧！^_^
did some xmas shopping and den went for movie. New Moon was not bad la.. Jacob is soooo hamsom. not the face but his body. so nice.. haha.. so many pacs. and his teeth soo white. lol. home swt home after movie. =)

now someone is asking me to call him back. haiz. i dread talking to him anymore. always bring me disappointment.
my phone is switched off just in case. ~.~"

=(

2009-12-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

cough got worse. this morning when i coughed, there's blood. not as much as the mthly blood la. but each time, its a few times more than a pimple's blood. is that considered alot?
i tink parents got irritated by my cough. im irritated by it too. but i cant control. i need to cough in order to get air. i hope its not any incurable disease. haiz. i hate to cough. so tired aldy.
and i can cough until i perspire alot lo. consider an exercise?

cough pls stop~ heal me, whoever 保佑我.

went to see the doc in the afternoon cos the clinic was super crowded in the morning. doc gave me another kind of cough med. stronger, she says. said my blood was due to the coughing. too much coughing until my throat burst!
ok, she didnt say burst. but my throat was bloody red frm the coughing. ok, she didnt say bloody red either. i forgot wat she said. ~.~"
got smth for my weak&tight&sensitive airway and smth for my poor throat.

anyway im still coughing badly now. haiz.....
enough is enough. let me heal pls.

im still not in the mood for WIL2 assignment. jialat. my 1800 words...
jialat. v jialat.
bad. v bad.
lazy. v lazy.
slow. v slow

=(

伤脑精

2009-12-06T13:16:00.002+08:00

hardworking-ly blogging once in 2 days. =)
y cant i be more hardworking in doing my WIL2 leh? less than a week. and i've onli written 1 paragraph! so efficient this time huh..

out with junnie ytd. watched Ninja Assassin cos she wanted to watch it! bloody show. disgusting lo. and she was eating the hotdog with chilli sauce. haha. i wonder how she put them into her mouth.
shopped ard. nth to buy leh. i've been tinking wat xmas gifts i sld get for frenz. hai~ 伤脑精.
ended up not buying any xmas gifts la. anyway muz wait till i get my pay oso. cos i spent too much online shopping. =P gotta save up after xmas cos i took out my savings to use aldy. ahhhhh... my korea trip~~
anyway whole day onli bought a hairband frm far east.
i've been spending lesser when im out with junnie aldy lo. hahaha. such a good gal i am.

dinner at far east and den went 'la kopi' at ion. i cant drink anything else so i ordered steamed milk. lol. shopped ard abit more and den back home.
and young gals are wearing shorter and shorter aldy lo. jus ytd, i've seen 2 pairs of butt cheeks aldy. =.=" lik tat nice meh? call me conservative or watever. even i have the assets or the courage to dress that way, i oso wont lo. its jus not nice to show ur ass in the public, esp when some ppl dun have a nice one.
im still the traditional old me la. hahaha. so conservative~ LoL.

last nite, i was goin thru my testimonials in frenster. hahaha. yes still frenster!
so many memories~
it reminded me how much i've grown and changed. v touched after reading some, esp those written by aunty. although she doesnt read this, i muz still say i love her v much. haha.
i've grown..
frm a rich kid to a poor adult. frm temperless to bad tempered. frm good singer to a bad one. frm being faithful to someone to even more faithful. frm a clubber to a non clubber. frm a sun tanner to a non sun tanner. frm having fetish with blueblacks to looking fwd to blueblacks. frm a siao char bor to someone so demure. lol.
it's nice to read those testimonials after so long. some nice memories~ =)

cleared!

2009-12-04T22:38:00.004+08:00

results are out. cleared all. ahhhh.. relieved. =)
even got a distinction for EV. hahaha. MY very hard earned di. im beginning to like entrepreneurial modules. hahaha.. im goin to be an entrepreneur. =)
gotta 'bia' 1 more sem and it'll be the end of studies. have wasted too much time and youth on studies.

but its still kinda scary to go back to the workforce. gotta be really committed this time. not like my current job which allows me to go and dun go as and when i like. hahaha..
have onli worked less than 4 hrs this week. lol.
bo bian la. too weak.

ytd attended dear's simulation presentation. lol. i was to act as a customer. so funny. and so pathetic when i revealed my income, savings and spendings. lol. that pathetic amt of money. haiz.
after that, meet darlin for movie at iluma. wanted to watch Gokusen. but the timing that we wanted to watch suddenly dun have liao. ~.~"
so we watched Couples Retreat instead. i dun understand y new shows wld cost more than the usual ones lo. anyway we bought the tickets at $8.50. we cld have watched it at $6 onli lo. silly us. anyway its quite a funny show.
dinner at sakae den darling is off to work while i go home.

i jus wrote "Coughing all my organs out aldy.." on my msn. and ppl are aldy 'chopping' them aldy lo. lungs, kidney, bladder and small intestine are taken. lol.
crazy ppl. rotten organs oso wan. hahaha...

exactly 1 more week to WIL2 task 1's due date. im not starting anything. totally no mood. jialat. 1800 words to go. copy and paste queen is not good with writing own words leh. =(
how how how??????????

holiday holiday

2009-12-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

went NLB ytd. hardworking sia.
looked for references for the assignment. saw shirley. no place to sit in NLB. so we went to TCC to copy the necessary stuffs. worked and den dinner at the same old place.

today i went to see the doc for the second time.
always the case la. i can nv get well within a week de lo. and it usually gets worse. last nite i coughed so hard until i saw a little blood in the saliva i spitted out. =.="

J was nice enough to jus buy lunch for me. =)

im so in holiday mood lo. wanted to start on the assignment. but my brain keeps telling me to do other things. im so tired aldy. spent the whole day doing nth useful. except seeing the doc.

fever's down

2009-11-30T16:29:00.006+08:00

have been sick for the past week. fever's down aldy. jus left my bad coughing.

went to UOB to resign for my new card becos they declined the application that i sent in. saying that the signature is differs frm the record. haiz.. i resigned alot of times and the lady said my signature is still different at the back and i have to produce my IC to change my signature (driving license cannot lo..) damn pek chek. i dun rem wat i signed lo. and i queued for 15mins for nth. i have to go back again with my IC. troublesome.

nth much really happened the past week. was working frm thurs to sun. i didnt realise fri was a public hol until dor told me abt it. but i still gotta work.

finally got to meet my beloved ah siao on fri. jus went amkhub to watch mulan. the show is so funny lo. esp lee jiu zhe. hahaha. he is so ugly in the show. but still funny.

ah siao showed me smth shocking. wah seh.. the auntie really looks scary. y wld the 'bf' even wan to be with her? is it really for the money? is there even true love? the 'bf' was at least 20 yrs younger than the auntie. it seems so..

haiz.. another guy who turns out to be a bastard.

mama received a catalog frm prada. so nice lo. the envelope is polka dots one somemore. =)

sick ~.~"

2009-11-24T21:38:00.003+08:00

darling is off to HK...
it was the last time we meet up b4 she's off 'to the there'. haha. we went to iluma for steamboat at Tora Shabu. the furnishings v nice inside lo. waitresses are dressed as maids. no photography allowed. but i secretly took 2. haha. i shall not upload here la.
its cheap lo. $12.99 for student lunch buffet. the food is damn fresh de. and the soups (chicken and miso) are oso v nice. definitely more wu hua than the steamboat at bugis.
watched Amelia after the lunch. its damn boring la.. i almost fell aslp. anyway she died in the end la. damn boring. not worth watching. =) if anyone wanna watch, jus watch it online.

i tink this is probably the first time i feel so sick. i keep having fever. esp at nite. my temp was 37.7°C ytd. den tonite, it escalate to 38.5°C. i hope its not H1N1. feeling damn miserable today. still went to work. den after an hr of work, told dorothy i had to go home. feeling v bad at that time. she told me to get someone else to cover me. but so hard to find ppl at the last min lo. haiz. den in the end she told me she found someone. im so grateful to her. so i onli clocked in 2 hrs and left. hope i'll be fine tmr. so i can go work la. didnt noe im so responsible.
but i sick oso bo bian de. not i wan de lo. now im perspiring alot le. really hope i'll be okie. =)
but im having v bad gastric pain now. =( shall go rest.

太阳公公

2009-11-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

im so hardworking this week cos i've worked 4 days this week lo. and i'll be working 6 days nxt week. elderly me will be v tired. lol.
but i will have extra $3-400+ to spend nxt mth bah. i hope. =D

its so cold now. its so cold these few nites. i tink im suddenly sick. maybe becos i was under the 毛毛雨 this afternoon. ~.~"
feeling abit 喘 even though im jus typing my blog entry. i hope this is jus a false alarm cos i wanna go sing!!
i am v angry with arms. its been raining the past few days. and i've been carrying umbrella everywhere i go. but i still become tanned. haiz.. 太阳公公 loves me too much. follows me everywhere i go, even indoors.

J is back frm overseas training. my guinea pig is back. haha. i got a new oven. hehe. time to bake smth again.
/*darling, wat u wanna eat? i can bake for u! haha.. as long as it is non coffee. =D

time to start on assignment

2009-11-18T14:45:00.003+08:00

2012 is good. but its depressing.
i wanted to stay at home to start on my WIL2 assignment. but since morning, i have been doing alot of things. like watching shows on tudou, watching shows on tudou and watching shows on tudou. so bz lo. haha..

another depressing matter. woke up this morning with a huge headless pimple on right cheek. so huge that i can see it frm far away lo. i sld go for facial this week de lo.
anyway i went facial last week at citispa amk. it wasnt that good. the lady was helping me do extraction. den tried to persuade me to add dunno wat ampule la.. den i dun wan.. den she stop the extraction. lik tat one meh? i feel that my face is still like shit lo. so dirty. no wonder pimple keep popping out.

i feel like singing so much. recently no kaki to sing oso. so poor thing.
have been watching movies lately lo. i've watch 5 movies in less than 2 weeks. and there are alot more im goin to watch de lo. haha. 'my gf is an agent' is damn funny btw. i wanna watch 'the princess and the frog'. lol.

hahaha.. and the image of my interview grp mate's red face keep comign to my mind. im so bad. but he's so cute lo. i was damn nervous that day too. but i kept laughing during the interview. and someone still commented that i have a serious look. and my hands didnt move much. lol. i sound so crippled.

50% of the EV result is out. and i got 41.5/50. im so v happy abt it. hopefully my report is not too bad. =)
okie, i tink i shall start on my assignment. thats the main reason for not goin to work today. =)

i am a good cousin. =)

2009-11-16T22:42:00.004+08:00

out with the cousins today. wat a good cousin i am. hahaha.. lunched at the casuarina curry. had prata. hehehe..
watched astroboy. touching. but not to the extent to let me cry. haha.. i tot i will cos the review says its soooooo touching lo. not bad show. took neo print! muahahaha..

went far east to shop for ahting's clothes.. dinner and shop again.
lol. 1st time bring them out so late. late for them. i dun tink i went out so late and so far when i was their age lo. haha.. time flies la. i miss being that young. or younger.

blueblack

2009-11-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

yeah!!! Finally i have a blue black!!! Pretty isnt it? hehe..
it jus appear out of nowhere. dunno where i bumped into oso. saw it this morning. this morning was much lighter. but i still managed to see it with my sharp eyes. hehe. rubbed until its darker. so nice. wahahahaha....
too bad its so small onli. too bad there isnt much feel. i wan more feel de. so 爽 lo. haha..

stay at home today. woke up this morning with a bad sore throat. voiceless. muz be frm the sambal chilli i had on mon at fish&co. tat day's dinner was damn cheap la. 2 of us ate at less than $15. Woots!! sui!! dyed and cut my hair tat day too. 2 movies - love happens & My sis keeper. the latter one is so touching lo. hear so many ppl cry in the cinema, including the one beside me. hahaha..
anyway my voice came back now. =)

i love my blue black. hehe..

time for post exams activities!!

2009-11-07T11:59:00.002+08:00

haha... exams finished. i can finally breathe now. lol wrote an entry that day and deleted it. cos i tink i'll scare alot ppl with my financial plannings. hahahaha.. im such a trifty person lo.
i jus need to spend some more money this holiday. they are necessity okie. not my wants. there's a difference btwn needs and wants la.
alrite, i need to dye my hair aldy. its so black and white. black becos of my 'fast' growing hair. white becos of too much studying. a proper haircut too. cos im not confident of the haircut done my the professional mingyan. haha. but anyone who tinks im pro can come find me cut. i cut for free now. lol.

im so excited abt the "MAYBE" trip nxt may/jun lo. so i gotta save up. alot alot alot. so many things i wanna buy lo. hehehe.
and oso another trip nxt oct. wahahahaha. looking fwd. ^_^

im so bz learning songs now. wahahaha. so hardworking lo. but the songs i wanna learn are sooo damn hard la. cmi. =.= i tink i will die of singing those songs.

sian. nxt week start sch again. shitty lo. the H1N1 oso not our business. they not happy abt work oso not our business. but not coming to teach is our business. goin on strike is our business.
wats the point of giving so much sch fees den?
gotta start our pjts again le =(

loads

2009-11-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

kose was having a sale at cwp. lol. mummy helped me to get some stuffs. damn cheap. and i realise i have a crazy collection of skincare products. lol.
ta dahhh..

mostly skincare pdts la.. my cosmetics are not here wor.. haha.
i can be kose 代言人. =D the pink basket was filled with all my kose pdts. and as u can see, its full. so there's still some of them here and there. some in the yellow basket. yellow basket contains other stuffs such as sunblock, eye serum, exfoliating gel, contact lens solution, nose mudpack, etc. lol. v random. and i got a bag of fake lashes right at the back. lol. nv use b4 oso lo.
damn messy. need to tidy them up again.

alrite, few more days to a little freedom. although i still dun exactly noe wat my textbook is tokking abt, i still hope i can pass this paper. 加油!!
btw got the results of my SM grp paper. kaoz. 0.25 more marks to another grade. y cant they be slightly more generous and give us that 0.25marks.

airlines

2009-10-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

there's actually nth much to update since i haven been goin out at all.
i've been reading my HRM textbook and its all rubbish. i've finished 3 chapters of it onli. and i totally dun understand wat its trying to tell me. this textbook can be classified as one of the lousiest text in the world. haiz. and the paper is nxt thurs. =( can someone help me?

btw, are there any toilets in budget airlines?
i haven taken any budget air b4 la so i dunno la. i tot there were but someone told me there isnt any. he said budget air is sooooo damn small that he doesnt even wan to take anymore even if its free. and he rather not travel if he gotta take budget. lol. even the air stewardess got no seats and they have to squat at the back!!!
so ke lian meh? budget until lik tat ah?
dunno isit his backside too golden cannot sit budget de or wat. make me dun feel like taking budget de. hahaha. but sometimes i see the advertisements of those budget air really damn cheap leh. feel like booking tix to somewhere. lol.
and budget got different classes anot? lol. i feel so silly asking this qn. hahaha..

oso, is there really a difference btwn various airlines? i oso haven really taken many different airlines b4 la. but i tink they all feel the same leh. at least to me. i onli care abt the person sitting beside me. lol. once there was this uncle, sitting beside my bro. den he 'kiao ka' and his ka with sock was leaning against my bro's table. so disgusting. lol. heng i haven had this kinda ppl sitting beside me b4.
but SQ is really not bad. im proud of my own country. =)
emphasises service and quality.
LOL..

Depression

2009-10-26T22:31:00.004+08:00

Major depressive disorder (also known as clinical depression, major depression, unipolar depression, or unipolar disorder) is a mental disorder characterized by an all-encompassing low mood accompanied by low self esteem, and loss of interest or pleasure in normally enjoyable activities. Major depression is a disabling condition which adversely affects a person's family, work or school life, sleeping and eating habits, and general health.
Major depression is characterized by a combination of symptoms that last for at least two weeks in a row, including sad and/or irritable mood, that interfere with the ability to work, sleep, eat, and enjoy once-pleasurable activities. Disabling episodes of depression can occur once, twice, or several times in a lifetime.

Depression symptoms of major depression or manic depression:
- Persistently sad, anxious, angry, irritable, or "empty" mood
- Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
- Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
- Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
- Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
- Decreased appetite and/or weight loss, or overeating and/or weight gain
- Fatigue, decreased energy, being "slowed down"
- Crying spells
- Thoughts of death or suicide, suicide attempts
- Restlessness, irritability
- Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
- Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and/or chronic pain

Depressive disorders make those afflicted feel exhausted, worthless, helpless, and hopeless. Such negative thoughts and feelings make some people feel like giving up. It is important to realize that these negative views are part of the depression and typically do not accurately reflect the actual situation. It should be remembered that negative thinking fades as treatment begins to take effect. In the meantime, the following are helpful guidelines and advice for the depressed individual:
- Eat healthy foods and make time to get enough rest to physically promote improvement in your mood.
- Express your feelings, either to friends, in a journal, or using art to help release some negative feelings.
- Do not set difficult goals for yourself or take on a great deal of responsibility. - Break large tasks into small ones, set some priorities, and do what you can when you can.
- Do not expect too much from yourself too soon, as this will only increase feelings of failure.
- Try to be with other people, which is usually better than being alone.
- Participate in activities that may make you feel better.
- You might try exercising mildly, going to a movie or a ball game, or participating in religious or social activities.
- Don't rush or overdo it. Don't get upset if your mood is not greatly improved right away. Feeling better takes time.
- Do not make major life decisions, such as changing jobs or getting married or divorced without consulting others who know you well. These people often can have a more objective view of your situation. In any case, it is advisable to postpone important decisions until your depression has lifted.
- Do not expect to "snap out" of your depression. People rarely do. Help yourself as much as you can, and do not blame yourself for not being up to par.
- Remember, do not accept your negative thinking. It is part of the depression and will disappear as your depression responds to treatment.
- Plan how you would get help for yourself in an emergency, like calling friends, family, your physical or mental-health professional or a local emergency room if you were to develop thoughts of harming yourself or someone else.
- Limit your access to things that could be used to hurt yourself or others (for example, do not keep excess medication of any kind, firearms or other weapons in the home).

Family and friends can help! Since depression can make the affected person feel exhausted and helpless, he or she will want and probably need help from others. However, people who have never had a depressive disorder may not fully understand its effect. Although unintentional, friends and loved ones may unknowingly say and do things that may be hurtful to the depressed person. It may help to share the information in this article with those you most care about so they can better understand and help you.

The most important thing anyone can do for the depressed person is to help him or her get an appropriate diagnosis and treatment. This help may involve encouraging the individual to stay with treatment until symptoms begin to go away (usually several weeks) or to seek different treatment if no improvement occurs. On occasion, it may require making an appointment and accompanying the depressed person to the doctor. It may also mean monitoring whether the depressed person is taking medication for several months after symptoms have improved. Always report a worsening depression to the patient's physician or therapist.

The second most important way to help is to offer emotional support. This support involves understanding, patience, affection, and encouragement. Engage the depressed person in conversation and listen carefully. Do not disparage feelings expressed, but point out realities and offer hope. Do not ignore remarks about suicide. Always report them to the depressed person's therapist.

Invite the depressed person for walks, outings, and to the movies and other activities. Be gently insistent if your invitation is refused. Encourage participation in activities that once gave pleasure, such as hobbies, sports, or religious or cultural activities. However, do not push the depressed person to undertake too much too soon. The depressed person needs company and diversion, but too many demands can increase feelings of failure.

Roxanne Dryden-Edwards, MD and Dennis Lee, MD, 2009, "Depression", MedicineNet, viewed 26 Oct 2009, <http://www.medicinenet.com/depression/article.htm>

(i muz be sufferring frm depression. caused by SM.)

used so much brain cells. >.<

2009-10-26T15:37:00.003+08:00

back frm sch. lunched and bathed. few weeks of not visiting sch and the safety door at the jurong east platform was more than 80% done. but the retail bldg that was for sale at clementi was still..... nth.. they took dunno how many donkey years and still haven build up the bldg. damn slow. i tink they started to build the bldg onli awhile after cityvibes started theirs. or was it ard the same time? i dun rem. and cityvibes has been operating their businesses for mths aldy lo. damn slow.

anyway i tot today's paper was hard, esp the 20m case study. shit. its 40% of the whole paper lo. and i onli wrote 1.5 pages. and the sample qns given didnt come out as wat i expected. shit lo. i onli study those sample qns. and out of the 6 qns in sectB, i onli noe how to do 2 of them. anyway is 6 choose 3 qn la. but still.. haiz. hope and pray hard that i can pass. anyway i wrote alot for this paper leh. i saw page 15 on the last page of paper i wrote on. usually i dun write this much lo. i must pass all!!!!!

i shall take a break today. and continue tmr for my last paper. dun give me too hard paper la...
im so tired. i tink my hair turned golded becos of today's paper. golden becos the white is covered with the old dye. im goin to the pawn shop to pawn my hair.

can i go out?

2009-10-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

i tink the earth is goin to explode. its getting so hot.
making me not able to concentrate studying. making me forget things.
now i dun rem whether i still have anymore money at office anot. dun rem whether i've taken my last pay. =.=" have i?

i jus cut my hair - by myself. it looks like shit now. die.
i seriously need a decent haircut and a hairdye now. but i needa wait till after exams. haiz.
i so miss goin out. i miss taking the train. i miss seeing the buildings in town. i miss sitting down in the theatre, enjoying the movie. i miss spending money like nobody's business. i miss shopping in an airconditioned shopping centre. i miss singing. i miss drinking. i miss banana prata. i miss playing 5-10, "lim". haha..
most imptly, i miss my frenz.. haiz... when can i see them???

and i hope someone will not break his promise. i dun believe in promises all along. i noe i cant trust him. i jus hope he doesnt betray my trust for him. thank you.

cute!

2009-10-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

omg... the kid is so cute. funny.. see from the 8 minute onwards. lol. i haven stop laughing. hahaha..
wow.. his pitch. really v powerful lo. i can hardly sing at his pitch!!! Hahaha..

Sch is a murderer

2009-10-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

i made v nice fried rice! haha.. J commented that its nice too. =) ready to get married! Lol.. so many ppl ard me getting married and im envy. but... haiz..

wat happens when a guy proposes too many times? it becomes 没有价值 anymore.
y does a gal reject whenever the guy pops the qns? she doesnt love him/she doesnt want to get married (yet)/she doesnt wan to get married to the guy.

contradicting rite? i dun rem how many times he asked. but he always got the same ans. haiz..

having my semly headache again. sch is really goin to kill me.

happy

2009-10-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

yeah! went out with mama on sat. main purpose was to get new luggages. haha. old luggages were really old and seems like they are goin to break anytime.
i saw one United Colors of Benetton de. bery nice lo. white with pink stripes. sounds chio aldy rite? hahaha. and its onli $228.
but im not really used to having to pack my luggage into half and den kiap them tog. i scared the things frm the other side will topple over lo. haiz. troublesome.
anyway we went to shop for other things 1st... hee..
i bought a tshirt frm newlook, a belt frm f21, wedges frm isetan and sekkisei lotion frm taka. =)
end up nv get new luggages. hahaha.

den today, went out with aunty. she took half day leave! hehehee....
spent our day like a tai tai. 1st stop is to do nails. i wanted to do. but i didnt make any reservation. so bo bian i cannot do. =( got other tai-tais doing lo... tsk tsk tsk. so 空闲.
den after her mani pedi, we cabbed down to goodwood park hotel for high tea. hahaha.. thats the most high class high tea i ever had. anyway it was aldy 4+ le lo. both of us hungry until siao. haha..
anyway most of the food looks desserty. haha. we had sandwiches. damn nice. the sandwiches looks v normal, 不起眼. but they are really damn nice la. desserts are great too!! so nice. looks nice and taste nice. =)
almost $40 per person for this high tea. wah.. ex. but its nice.

nice tea sets

sandwiches

i tink i dun like foie gras and caviar. =(

some fried and toasted stuff

dessert section

another dessert section

after high tea, shopped ard at far east. and den off to boon keng cos she wants to dye hair. so tai tai.. that ends our day. =D

anyway congrats Miss Lee is becoming Mrs Lai in less than 24 hours!! hahaha..

holiday, where are u?

2009-10-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

so many rich ppl nowadays. a guy i noe owns 5% of the singapore universal studios!!! kaoz.. although 5% sounds v little, but i guess 5% of that project oso cost alot money lo. tsk tsk tsk..

i've been good and kept studying at home. except for some distractions (internet and tv shows).
hopefully can finish 1 module by this sunday. den i can start another nxt monday onwards. exams are coming real soon. and i WILL pass all modules this sem!!!!
after exams will be WIL2. haiz. sad. no holiday. i wan a holiday!!!

anyway i went out ytd for dinner with mrs wee, min and lashanne at bishan. ahh.... there goes my savings again. cos need to give ang bao.
dine at cafe cartel. dinner was served damn slow. but dinner was great with the gals.
shan did smth v pai seh. she naturally asked for a glass of ice water from a guy.
shan: "can i have a glass of ice water?"
guy: "sorry i dun work here."
hahahaha... v pai seh lo. but the guy really looked like he's working there cos he was wearing a black polo tee which was 90% similar to the waiters' uniforms. hahaha..
all of us were pai seh lo. but it was so funny. hahaha.

haiz. life is boring lately la. nth interesting. jus study.
yawnzzzzzz~

I hate bus rides

2009-10-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

i took so many bus rides today lo. i really feel like vomitting now. =.="

went for the last lecture today. finally. and all projects are done! yeah! the purpose of going for today's lecture was to see if there's any tips. and shun bian to hand up the 10%-assignment. and we wasted our trip down to sch becos there's no tips at all lo. kns kc. so stingy.

the first bus ride frm sch to amk hub. haiz. long journey. used up all my kimite.
lunched at pepperlunch. =) walked ard abit. wanted to buy eye cream but the good one is so ex. =.=" end up not buying anything. dar went tpy and rach went orchard. onli me went home. boring rite.
okie.. at least i went home and did smth useful. finally started ABIT of study. hahaha.

went out again for dinner. thats my 2nd bus ride for the day. =.=" to northpoint. ate at the new chinese restaurant. food was surprisingly nice. didnt expect northpoint to have nice food. hahaha. bad thing abt it was that the menu had too many pages. too quite some time deciding wat to order. i like the tea. nice. =) so we sat there and enjoyed our tea until almost 9pm. popular was closing aldy lo. =.= had to go home.
i almost forgot a v impt task that mama gave me. to buy bkf for bro. brain not functioning well today. i forgot to collect my SM essay too lo. tink it'll be shredded lo.
but heng i rem to buy the bkf b4 i board my bus.
3rd bus ride home. reached home and felt like vomitting aldy. buses are not my type.

im still v full now. cant slp, cant study.

Boring ppl

2009-10-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

豆豆(haha!) and i were tokking abt wat we sld do this holiday. something not so boring and routine.
wat can we do in sg? NTH!!!! nth much we can do in sg lo. cant go overseas either cos we both have to work and save up.
waiting for the IR to open, so we can go and "show hand"!!!! cool leh. waiting for US to open oso, but i doubt we'll go there more than once. cfm v ex one lo.

we were not talented in anything except gossiping and hehehaha-ing. dunno always laugh at wat oso. we have no special interests. haiz... boring ppl. think 老半天 oso cant tink of anything to do during the holidays.

recently im learning language. i tink im quite talented in it. =)
im learning my own dialect - hokkien!! lol.
"wa ei hokkien jin li hai liao leh. ga wa gong kua kua li jiu zai lor."
hahaha... noe wat im tokking abt?
anyway i tink i wanna learn french! Bonjour~

i tink i quite bo liao la. nth to write oso. we lunched at the chicago steakhse(its awful), watched Surrogates, bought my epilator, bought her moongeks, had my 雪花冰, watched Fame den home. boring rite. thats y we need to tink of wat else we can do during the hols la.

Afraid to love

2009-10-01T23:09:00.004+08:00

feeling v sad now.
love is so vulnerable. no matter hw long the couple has been tog, its still vulnerable. 人啊，说变就变. i suddenly lose all confidence in r/s. married couples may not end up tog oso. divorce rate has also gone up. haiz.

the more accurate i see ppl, the more im afraid to fall in love. =(

世界末日

2009-10-01T14:49:00.002+08:00

bored at home. feeling tired oso. was at home ytd and today lo. boring. i tink i need to start studying aldy. exams starts THIS mth for me. so soon. i wan a break. i wan a holiday. i oso wanna go milan, barcelona, venice. i wanna go out in the sea too. but i dun wan to get tanned.

haiz... the typhoon and earthquake are v scary lo. 世界末日 is coming. and thats y we always see ppl hugging and kissing like today is the 世界末日.

i realise i have been relying v much on my schedule book. dunno isit i forgot to write down or wat. now i dun rem whether my good fren visited me last mth anot. even if she really visited, i oso dun rem the date.
i oso realised that for the past few weeks my head was constantly overflowing with my EV pjt that when kd asked me for songs, i cant even rem how the songs sound like, wat the titles were, etc. all i can tink of is the profit&loss, cash flow and balance sheet. im really not suitable to do finance becos my hair are getting whiter and whiter. and finance make me retard.
i sld start learn how to play mj to prevent 老人痴呆症.

a different world

2009-09-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

dinner with aunty den to look for ROM shoes. found nth. den aunty's fren called. coming down to fetch. wah seh.. super rich guy lo. dunno how come so rich oso. he came down to centrepoint with his BMW to pick me and aunty den went to PS.

i was listening to them tok. haiz. i really cant chap into their conversation. all abt cars, condos, watches and stocks. =.=" onli every now and den chap abit when they are joking.
the guy wanna get ANOTHER car - porsche. and maybe another 7-seater de for his chauffeur. =.= not goin to sell the BMW. so many cars for wat? anyway i noe nth abt cars. i onli noe its 4-wheeled.
den they were tokking abt another common fren who is richer than him. dunno wat branded car again la. dunno its volvo or wat la. put 80% downpayment (CASH!!) de lo. =.="

den i dunno wat condo he's looking at la. the mthly installment is like 9 times my mthly allowance!!!!

but overall he's a nice guy. nice to tok to if he isnt tokking abt cars, condos and stocks. hahaha.. cos i dun understand them at all. and the most exp watch i heard of is the rolex onli. they were tokking abt even higher end watches. haiz~ rich ppl.. tsk tsk tsk.

wah... den his dream proposal is exactly the same as my dream proposal. on a yatch. propose liao den the makeup artists and stylists all get ready inside the yatch aldy. dress the gal up, den when the yatch reach the harbour, all the guests will be there liao.
so nice~~

wah... i feel like im living in a different world. if onli im 1/3 as rich as him. envy but im still satisfied with the current life.

finally!!

2009-09-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

the night b4 our presentation, i slpt less than 2 hrs. =.="
we stayed in sch until 11+pm. and the security came to chase us out. we tot we were locked inside becos all the gates at level 1 were locked. we had to get to the second flr in order to get out of sch. and the security guard oso dunno how to tell us how to get out. he jus came and ask angrily, "u all nv hear the announcement that sch is closing meh?"
seriously, we nv heard that lo.
haiz. and me and bobby shared a cab home. his condo was v nice lo. looks lik hotel lik tat. haha. mama asked y my face so white. im all along white de mah. hahhaa.
but tat day my 'white' was becos of the cab ride home. serious car sick again. broke out in cold sweat. and i tot i was goin to die cos i felt really v sick during the journey. came home with a 'white' face without any 血色.

bathed and continue the pjt. =.=" I printed out the whole report + appendices lo. but short of 2 appendices becos they were with other ppl.
i had to do the content page oso. =.=" read abit of the incomplete slides. and i went to slp only at 4+am lo. the rest aldy went to slp liao. haiz.
and i woke up at 545am to prepare and go to sch. haiz. less than 2 hrs leh. old ppl sld not stay up so late de mah.

and so i reached sch at 830 becos they say we sld go thru everything tog. the ppt. but all the slides were with bobby and he was late. he reached at almost 930. so scary lo. but heng he reached b4 our slot.

i hate presentations. i get so nervous that i dunno wat i am tokking abt. heng its more ok during the QNA. after that, we tried to print the other 2 appendices. the guys went to print it. the printing was super ugly lo. they printed so small that i cannot even see what was on it. haiz... see la. but bo bian.. anyway its finally over le... the most tedious pjt i have ever done. maybe becos i do too much of it. haiz..

went for lunch with rach, pam, huang, bobby and anthony at a hawker centre. rach recommended beef noodles but we all tink its okie. and she bluff us by saying its v cooling at the hawker. its damn hot la. we were all wearing formal leh.

went home and slp. wah.. i really need slp badly lo. slpt in the noon, woke up at 7+. den slpt again at nite ard 11+. i dun tink i have ever slpt so much in a day b4.
im still tired today.

but i went out with jun today. =) went for movie and shopping and dinner. went for a chat with dar b4 we go for our movie. watched gamer. the show was not nice, i tink la.. went shopping at taka, wisma and den far east. i suddenly rem i sld get a new epilator. i've used mine for dunno how many donkey years liao. its time to change a new one. and i wan a more powerful one. hahaha.

we had dinner at the korean restaurant. v v full. i tink i still feel v full now. i like to eat their 开胃菜, esp the white color long long thing with the red sauce. lol. i dunno wats that. dunno its radish or wat la. but thats wat i usually describe to the waiter. hahaha.. but the white color long long thing with the red sauce's standard has dropped. not as sour as b4 liao. we ordered the seafood pancake, a seafood soup with SMOOTH beancurd and a bibimbap. bibimbap's standard oso drop liao. tsk tsk tsk.

jun bought so many many things today lo. me envy. haha. i onli bought a eyebrow color frm ettusias, 2 pair of shoes frm mondo. thats all. i threw away my shoe at the shop and changed to the new one immediately. my old shoe was rotten aldy. lol.
i feel like getting dresses, tops, bottoms, new glasses, hair accessories, blah blah blah..

haiz.. gotta prepare for exams soon. sickening. i got no break until i graduate. =( hope i grad faster.

pek chek

2009-09-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

i hate getting stuck. not smooth liao.
and now i have nth to do. have to wait for ppl to finish their work so that i can compile everything.

at this phase, the belbin SPI is true. i really hate to delegate. becos ppl cant finish the work by the deadline i gave. i rather do it all by myself. and so that nite, i stayed up until 6am jus to redo many of the parts by myself and oso to edit the whole report. i dunno y ppl jus cant try to do a good job. references oso dun give. cant even finish editing the whole thing lo.
slpt for 4 hrs den wake up, slack abit and cont with the editing. finish all the editing by that nite. and its not complete becos i still need some other info frm some ppl.

i cant balance the balance sheet lo!! im completely clueless on how the bal sheet sld look like. and ppl can jus tell me they oso dunno how to do, and that im better with accounts. kns!! where the hell did they get the idea that im better with accounts?
so, i've done most the whole report, most of the appendix, all the powerpoint slides except the design. am i goin to get most of the marks??
and im still not done with it. still waiting for some ppl to send me their work which was supposed to be dued 1 mth ago!!!! 1 mth after the deadline i set and they cant even do a good job.

the other day, i saw a fren of my grp mate. and the fren still commented that my grp mate like v free this sem lo. kns!! where got free!! free becos nv do work mah. of cos free la! wait for ppl like me to cover backside.

aunty say y i do so many things... end up oso get same score with the rest. haiz...
i wan to do well mah. but grp mates are not cooperative. how?
damn pek chek liao la....

=.=

2009-09-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

rainy day.

i dislike rainy days when im out. sickening. my shoe is wet. and it feels real uncomfortable. my shoe is goin to rot. i need a new pair of shoe. serious. that pair has been with me since starting of this year. haven really had a pair of shoe that lasted so long. haha.

went to the temple today. got a avg-good 签. most of the things i 求 are not bad la. except $$. i tink my $$ luck has always been bad. saved so hard and i took out $100 frm the savings to buy some stuffs. haiz... if not for the bills i paid, i'd still have money lo. shitty.
went to collect my pay cheque too. i guess 1/3 of it will be going "SOMEONE"'s bdae present!!! Hahah... u noe who u r la, BW. LOLz.. i will be spending 1/3 of my pay on ur present leh!! so u sld noe wat to do nxt yr during Aug la.. hahahaha.

im having a bad headache now. feeling giddy and nauseous. but i still gotta re-do my cash flow statements. =.=
realise that im supposed to do quarterly cash flow for the 2nd and 3rd yr. (i did it on a yearly basis. =.=)
=( gotta redo now. haiz.....

Belbin SPI

2009-09-15T13:46:00.003+08:00

i realise i totally fit the the characterics in Belbin SPI. maybe most of it.

CF COMPLETER-FINISHER

Characteristics
Painstaking, orderly, conscientious, anxious

Completers, or Completer-Finishers, have a great capacity for follow-through and attention to detail, and seldom start what they cannot finish. They are motivated by internal anxiety, although outwardly they may appear unruffled. Typically, they are introverts who don't need much external stimulus or incentive. Completer-Finishers dislike carelessness and are intolerant of those with a casual disposition. Reluntant to delegate, they prefer to tackle all tasks themselves.

Function
Completer-Finishers are invaluable where tasks demand close concentration and a high degree of accuracy. They foster a sense of urgency within a team and are good at meeting schedules. In management, they excel by the high standards to which they aspire, and by their concern for precision, attention to detail and follow-through.

Strengths
A capacity for fulfilling their promises and working to the highest standards.

Allowable Weaknesses
A tendency to worry about small things and a reluctance to let go.

**********

I delegate leh. but ppl ignore. nobody replies my email 95% of the time. if not they have excuses like having to do other pjts/work. and does that mean i dun have other pjts/work to do? didnt go work for 2 weeks aldy lo. and seldom have time to even go out. kept rejecting my long awaited opportunity and have been slping onli 4 - 5 hrs daily jus to help these ppl do THEIR work. yet i see ppl goin out so often and partying. is this even fair?????
im not good at meeting schedules if ppl dun do their parts. but i try to meet my own schedule.
im maybe not as high standard as stated.
the rest... i tink quite true. im an introvert! haha. and im really intolerant of those with casual disposition toward their work. How true!!

and my sem-ly headache is back. Great!!

PK 魔王

2009-09-13T01:02:00.003+08:00

no matter how bz i am, i still make time for my weekly muz-see show - 超級星光大道!!! yeah!

recently this PK guy caught my attention. haha. looks not bad, singing is ok la. not bad. he is an ang moh and his chinese is good la.
considering an ang moh singing chinese songs, he's good.

anyway i dun really listen to ang moh songs. or sld i say, i dun listen to ang moh songs at all! haha. so i dunno how ang moh songs sld be sung. as in techniques, etc. no comments on ang moh songs la. but im sure there's a difference in singing ang moh songs and chinese songs la.
being a chinese song listener, i tink he sang this ang moh song with alot emotions that touched me!! 真的会起鸡皮疙瘩的! muahahaha. dun really noe wat i meant? nvm. jus watch the video.

but den again, its my own point of view. cos i read some comments, some ppl really dun like his way of singing. i dun tink he sings super good. its the emotions that he puts in attract me.
haha..

月饼节

2009-09-09T14:03:00.007+08:00

Mooncake festival (月饼节) is coming!!
I found 2 boxes of mooncakes in the fridge. hahaha..
opened the fridge and saw 2 pink boxes. v nice boxes.

The box

Its from Raffles hotel!

V nice!!!! Love the champagne truffle. Mmmmmm.. nice nice.. =)

Popping candies makes it special. apricot too! Wow!

Whats the word on it?

I love snow skin mooncake! they look nice and taste nicer. Much better than the normal one that looks ugly-ly brown, and taste extremely sweet. hahaha..

不顺 to the max!!!!

2009-09-06T17:34:00.003+08:00

its my fault again that i dun wanna meet.
y muz i travel so far (cityhall far rite?) jus to meet him for prob 10 mins and den go home? wasting my time rite? furthermore, i tink i dun feel like seeing him anymore.
have been finding excuses not to meet aldy. its jus not the right time.

and im really damn bz with pjt la. 5 more pjts and we've onli started 1 of it. and for this particular one, i tink im doin 3 ppl's work cos there are 2 loafers. tink i too stressed that i can onli slp after 3am and wake up at 8+am to do all the work again. stressed to the max aldy. am v unsatisfied with my work done too.
dunno y i so suay kena all these 不顺 things at one go.

feel like letting go of everything. but that is not my style aldy. i still have a teeny weeny bit of responsibility inside me lo. not like some other pplS.
i feel llike slping. i feel like doing nth.

不顺

2009-08-31T18:27:00.002+08:00

everything seems to be 不顺 lately. dun like.
time to go to the temple soon. its onli this kind of period that i tot of goin to the temple. i tink i shall go there when im goin to work.

and im so damn tired now. y am i always doin other ppl's work? dun they noe that their copy and paste skills sucks? practically jus paste the whole chunk of ppl's work down. nv even edit. and den cant even finish in 2 weeks.

haiz...~

some ppl are jus so rude.

communication breakdown

2009-08-30T18:33:00.004+08:00

cant seem to be able to communicate like before. almost everytime we communicate. we end up debating. see who win lo.

it nv came across my mind that im bad tempered. nobody ever used this word on me. until recently. i admit that i got AP and 小姐脾气, like to complain and abit whiny. but the word "bad temper" really nv came across my mind.
we were debating something and den he said i have bad temper, all along. hai~ i nv raise my voice, i nv scold him, i nv say anything bad. i onli debated with him, telling him my own point of view.
wat he said really kept me thinking of whether im bad tempered anot. maybe i've really become a bad tempered person. or maybe my temper is this bad all along. i dunno.
i noe i have changed alot. but i find it hard to admit wat he said abt me.

den another day, we were out with frenz. den suddenly a fren mentioned abt something that he's not happy abt. and its related to me. end up he's not happy with me. that whole day, he didnt tok much to me. we didnt even have much eye contact. i knew he was unhappy with me. tried tokking to him but haiz....
now there's this awkward feeling between us.

i dunno wat happened to us. its the communication part that i guess was the main prob. and i oso admit that sch has affected my mood sometimes.
so hard to manage. =(

Shocking News!!!!

2009-08-29T17:08:00.002+08:00

i suddenly rem bry's line: "shock of my life!!"
yes. this is really a shock of my life. maybe its normal to some ppl. but its not to me. my phonebill came up to almost $200! wasnt the call usage that is so ex lo. cos i onli used 6mins 2 secs outgoing. v little rite? cos i dun call ppl one. v seldom.
its onli the internet charges that cost $100+ lo. and to tink i nv use the internet for more than 10 times lo. and each time was always less than 20mins. haiz... didnt expect it to be so ex lo. not goin to use the internet anymore. =(
good thing is i always pay my bills in advance. i paid $10 more last mth. anyway last mth's bill was ex too lo, abt $60, compared to my usual bill which is less than $35 de lo! haiz..
$10 credit.. i still got $100+ to pay lo.
smartphone is not suitable for not so smart ppl at all. hai.
dun give me too many functions to play with la. =(

i can use the money to buy this buy that lo. buy a longchamp bag still got change lo.. can almost buy the agnes b card holder i quite like. =(
v sad la. like v 冤枉 lik tat lo. 无缘无故 throw away my money. save so 辛苦 for grad trip de lo.

v sad.. v sad.. v sad...

ok dun say aldy.

another quite expected shock.
cos i was out last nite. didnt do slides for today's presentation. hmm.. actually i did it on somebody's else comp 2 weeks ago. slightly more than half onli la. den i expect them to add abit. but nobody add anything. =.="
i didnt ask them to do. but nobody has the initiative?
haiz... got lots to do. i guess i jus have myself to depend on.

goodbye.
real tired cos i nv slept the whole nite. and got class in the morn. =.=
i shall go close my eyes now.

keep wasting time

2009-08-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

copied and paste some logs from that particular person which i find v 荒谬... y me? im not the lecturer or the coordinator.

"xxx says:
oh no then how
mingyan!"

"xxx says:
any guide lines for the case studying writing
mingyan.. how many words shd we write"

"xxx says:
ming yan!
haha u did this b4 right
wanna tell us how?"

"xxx says:
haha yeah i am abit confused now. but i know that mingyan knows what to do"

alrite, 1stly, she reminds me that im a repeat student. 2ndly, she's the one who's been attending the lecture and im not (ok, my fault for not attending). 3rdly, im not the onli one who's repeating the mod mah.
and when i explain things, she toks abt other things. and when ppl are tokking abt other things, she toks abt the pjt. hai~ she says she is "dyslexic". i dunno wats that. so she explains,
"when i see words which are the same i get confused
like "B" AND D"
and we dun need a leader in the grp. but she 'forces' me to be one. she forgets wat she said, most of the time.
im actually not angry with her. i jus find her v 荒谬. v weird.

and we meet jus to decide when's the nxt meeting.
started to arrange today's meeting abt 2 weeks ago. hard to coordinate meeting for everyone lo.
end up all meeting onli today. we met for more than an hr, almost 2hrs - online. so someone started by asking me wat is the pjt all abt when she's the only one attending the lect. hmm.. explained everything i noe. but onli she dun understand. den we were discussing abt the topics that the lecturer choose for us to do, she got mixed up with the topics. hai... cant entirely blame her cos its our fault for not attending the lect too.
so we spent more than an hr discussing when to meet up. so efficient rite. waste of time again.

情人节快乐

2009-08-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me again. hahaha. its my 2nd bdae this yr. cos today is my lunar bdae la. lolz. anyway nobody celebrate chinese bdaes one la.. but today is oso 七夕情人节. my chinese bdae falls on chinese valentines day. ^_^

anyway nth much to update la. jus went to work today. go find dar awhile den dinner with agl. home swt home now.

害怕，无奈，不知所措。
我被自己的改变吓倒了。。。

im having 糖尿病 =)

2009-08-25T23:19:00.004+08:00

end up not meeting my beloved ah siao today. =( aldy have this feeling that i wont be able to meet her le. understand her too well... its until ard 5pm, she told me she jus wake up!!!! hahaha... wat a relaxed life. so good. haha.. and she still get paid! I oso wan!!! so envy lo. how good.

so i stayed at home, tinking of doing my EV. wrote a few sentences, den stopped. no inspiration.
dunno wat i was doing the whole day lo. wasted time. sld have gone to work instead. still got money. hahaa. but im not so hardworking one la.

ytd went for HRM lect. dunno wat the lecturer was tokking abt. cos we practically were not listening la. haha. during break, went to the lab cos dar need to print out the turnitin results but the website was 'jammed'. many people cldnt get the results and cldnt print it. wat a stupid system. troublesome lo. den we dong our essays into the box after all the printing and all that la..
after sch, we went to town for movies! haha..
had lunch at heeren de shokudo. its my first time la. i noe i sua ku.. but food was so so onli lo. and i ordered a pumpkin soup. it tastes horrible lo. so yucky.
hai~~~ i still miss marche being there.
anyway, we went to eat our 芒果雪花冰 at dessertstory. i tink its really v nice lo. i wanna try the others oso!!! all except the mocha one. haha.. i wanna try the grean tea one, strawberry one, durian one, sesame one, vanilla one and 芒果雪花冰, 芒果雪花冰, 芒果雪花冰, 芒果雪花冰, 芒果雪花冰, 芒果雪花冰. its really v nice lo. hahaha. =)
after lunch, there's still somemore time b4 the movie starts. so we went to john little. i bought an orange cream. wah.. quite 'shio' lo.. but like goin to be quite useless. hahaha.

1st movie was The Proposal. good. nice. funny. but the theatre was kinda not cold. i can manage without covering myself with any extra jacket/shawl lo.
after movie, went down to tok to dar's fren regarding job. haha. den down again to buy drinks and snacks from cheers.

2nd movie was Scandal Makers. better. nicer. funnier. more touching. made me laughed and cried. the kid inside was so cute lo. haha. i still can rem his face when he slpwalk. hahaha. and the gal's face when she's looking for ki dong, the kid. so sad. that scene made me cried quite alot. after watching scandal makers, i tink the proposal was so so onli. hahaha. but overall, both are good la. nv waste the $12. lol

dinner at thai express. i tink i will not be visiting thai express for a few mths le. not becos the food sucks or wat la. i jus got bored of it. suddenly. hahaha. went taka to shop awhile. bought some things at watsons den back home.

jus now, i was on the phone for the past 2 hrs. haha my ear wanna burst le. 1st, agl called me. chatted for more than an hr. after we hang up, i wanted to go shit de lo. hahaha.. den kd called. so straight after i hung up with agl. tok awhile. den wd called. straight after i hung up with kd oso. or sld i say he called during my chat with kd. and called again when kd hung up. haha.
but i will be happy if my ear burst. hahaha. so sweet. i tink im goin to have diabetics.
*hugs*

I dun understand

2009-08-22T00:10:00.003+08:00

1) Y cant ppl differentiate "zhuo" and "zhou"?
8.5 of of 10 ppl can onli spell "zhou". there is a difference btwn the 2 lo. the .5 ppl hesistated, erased and spell it again.

2) Y cant guys understand that gals need to spend?
guys need to spend too rite? they spend it on exp things such as watches, cars, sports, etc. gals spend it on bags, shoes, clothes, makeup, etc. and its really true that gals dress up for guys lo. they sld stop complaining that gals spend alot.

3) Y cant guys see the difference in gals after they have a haircut/dye hair/etc?
They'd onli say, 'u look different'. sometimes its jus so obvious lo.

4) Y do men's shirt and pants look all the same?
and during shopping, when we ask them wat do they tink of the dress, they'd reply, 'u aldy have smth similar!' its totally different lo!!!

5) Y does the rain onli start to pour when im stepping out the house?
and the rain will stop when i reach the shelter. so cool huh..

6) Y does the sale onli start when i bought something?
and i dun understand y i cant buy much things during sale. hai~

7) Y ppl can play bejeweled on fb until 1,000,000+++?
my highest score is onli abt 170,000++ lo.. =.=

8) Y are kids so rich nowadays?
sometimes i see them carrying LV, Gucci, Chanel... doesnt look fake one lo. and i see alot of these kids in the boutiques too!!

9) Y are ppl willing to spend more than 10k on a bag?
ahh... i hope i get the chance to go and choose the leather for my bag. paid by some rich guy. hahaha.

10) ....
im v tired aldy. (=_=)

good =)

2009-08-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

wah seh... v impressed with myself. i sort of jus finished my essay which is due next mon. last nite, i tried to submit to turnitin. guess wat?!?! Copy and Paste Queen (me) onli got 12% plagarism!! la la la.... jus hope its a fair piece of work la.
edited somemore and submit it again. =.=" will have to wait till tmr den i can see how many % this time. so slow lo. i tink i sld add more words. haiz~

heard that my pay is ready for collection. haha. more than wat i expected. i expect it to be abt $90. lol. den i was told got $100!! hahaha... not bad la..

went to sch today. jus for EV discussion. nv really discuss anything. dunno y we meet in sch. we jus delegate the parts in the report nia lo. i spent approx an hr to prepare (bath, blow hair, make up, etc) den abt 1 hr 10mins to travel. discussed for abt an hr. and we finished. home was another hr and 10mins. plus bath again. see the amt of time i wasted in bathing and travelling... opportunity costs wasted~~~~~

gotta start EV report aldy. 5000 words!! we haven tink of a name for our business yet lo.
this coming sat, a real lawyer will be coming for our lecture. AY wont be ard. so we are supposed to discuss our plans with the lawyer. consultation will be free for that 3 hrs! haha. any consultations not within that 3 hrs will be charged. wah seh. i wonder how much they charge per min.
machiam we really goin to do the business out lo. still need to register our business in the singapore dunno wat lo...

loves

2009-08-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

we dun need many frenz. but we need a few true frenz. thats very enough.
YYMS are the greatest bunch of frenz. so much love within. i feel loved. im touched.
they are always there to support.
i have the sudden urge to give a big hug to all of u!! Hahaha.
they were there when i needed them the most a few yrs back. now when dear needs all of us, we were all there to support and giving our love. aiyo.. i feel like tearing now le... T.T
i love YYMS!

anyway watched le Where Got Ghost. hahaha. i v seldom watch local productions one. but i've watch most of the other movies. bo bian. hahaha. alrite, if u were to ask me abt the show, i'd say its not nice. hahaha. thats becos i close my eyes in 80% of the show. bw u dunno rite? hahaha.
although its a comedy, im still scared la.. haha.

im now doing the HRM assignment. v boring leh. no inspiration to link wat i've copied. copy and paste queen oso need inspiration to copy and paste one leh. not so easy one lo. im not even done with 1 page. how?
i having a headache again. tink later shall go pop panadol again. =.="

y would anyone have their solemnisation in SIM classroom? i saw lo. usually outside the room they will put the timetable of that particular room. i saw solemnisation of so and so on that piece of paper lo. hahaha
i wouldnt want my solemnisation to be in sch lo. even if me and my hubby were to noe each other in sch, i oso dun wan lo. hahaa.

bdae treat again =)

2009-08-10T23:05:00.008+08:00

had a v peaceful bdae this year. not much celebrations with frenz either. stupid RMIT has made me so busy. i didnt even celebrate my bdae with my beloved ah siao and YYMS lor!!!! but ah siao oso poor thing. lost alot money at genting and end up no money to even go out. YYMS are the busiest batch of ppl. haha. v hard to coordinate nowadays. thats y u seldom hear me tokking abt YYMS recently rite.. hai~ like goin to disband liao. sad. =(

luckily i still had some other frenz to acc me for my bdae week. =) if not v ke lian rite..

met up with jun on sun. we went to watch UP and G I Joe. had dinner at shimbashi soba. all jun's treat!!!! many thanks.

the 2 movies are great lo. the first movie we watched is UP. i like the fat boy in UP. he's so cute lo. haha. kinda touching oso lo..

after movie, we went to shop ard.. walked taka, wisma, ion.. nth much to buy when i wanna spend money. den wanted to dine at ion, but the place is so damn crowded. so we walked to paragon to have soba. everyone is at ion, so paragon seems so empty. and maybe becos of the ndp, there are not many people at orchard road la.

i like the cold soba leh.. had wat i had b4. still nice la, although there's one time when it tasted ok onli. haha.

mine

jun's

hmm.. ah jet seems not to be performing well rite?

anyway, after dinner, we went to watch our 2nd movie of the day. G I Joe!!!

v nice lo.. i wanna watch the nxt ep lo. hahaha.

i braid my hair and make it look like a hairband! lol. no pics cos my face looks ugly. talented anot? lol.. girly stuffs la.. guys dunno one la. haha..

and i baked apple pie! tasted nice. jus that the appearance abit not up to standard. lol. made 2 batches cos the 1st batch, i forgot to put sugar. lol. i put it into the mini oven aldy and realised i forgot. something wrong with my brain.

manly me becomes more girly. lol.

Please send me home....

2009-08-07T17:56:00.005+08:00

i tot i'll be going to work today. hahaha. end up rotting at home. i oso wanted to go work ytd. but same la. jus too tired. and i tot i'll be able to start my HRM which is dued in less than 3 weeks. i have not started anything at all!!!! i flipped open the text and the slping bug jus hit me. i had to close the text. i actually felt not so tired after closing it!! How come?!?!?! it happens to all my books. the slping bugs are in all my books!! i can onli read mag la.. hai~

anyway, on wed, i brought the text to read thru when i was on the way to work. reading on train is good, when im alone. hahaha. i study on the train and edit my papers on the train. i tot its quite efficient, although i still like to look ard at ppl. i actually read 9 pages on the train from khatib to city hall.. not bad rite.
went to work on wed becos im goin out in the evening. so shun bian go work. lol. i tink i sld work 4 days nxt week la. if not nxt mth no money aldy.

after work, aunty came pick me up on the cab. went to the bridal shop to try on the rom gowns. none is nice. haiz. actually b4 we go try aldy decided to MTM the gown liao. onli try the cutting lo. had another appt with the designer on the 26th. btw the gowns are heavy. short gowns onli. cant imagine wearing the wedding gowns. muz be damn heavy la...after that, we went for dinner. aunty say wanna treat me dinner for my bdae. so i choose the chinatown porridge lo, which is quite near la.. haha...

damn full la. hahaha. satisfied.
btw dar, i saw some durian stalls there leh. u wanna go there? Lolz..

i tell ppl abt my scary neighbour. they recommend that i sld go report police. wah.. like v serious leh. so scary. i hope they dun do the rituals again this weekend and ever again la. if not i dun dare to go home alone liao lo. everyone who go out wif me muz send me to my door aldy. hahahaha...

im still not going to start my hrm la... no mood. headache.
see... sch can kill ppl lo. my headache lasted few weeks aldy lo. how?

im 2* years old! haha

2009-08-05T08:50:00.006+08:00

i sld be on the way to sch now. hahaha. but i've decided to stay at home instead to rest. but i wake up so early becos i need to pee and i cant go back to slp! >.<

im so tired now. my eyes are closing again soon.

anyway, im here to blog abt my bdae. lol. thank you everyone for the bdae wishes.. hehe..

nth much happened that day la. went to sch early in the morn with pea. lecture ended b4 11am and den break. there's still some review qns discussion after the break but we left during the break and went to print my assignment at the comp lab.

went to turf city for dim sum lunch. Pea's treat! Thank you dar! haha...

we ordered alot and the waiter say we cannot ta bao if we cant finish cos got promo. lol.

end up we cant finish lo. hahaha. someone still say wanna order one of each in the menu lo. siao! so greedy leh us.. hahaha

after lunch, we bought Toto!! hahahaa...

den off we go to orchard. started to jalan from Ion. den to wisma. i bought a mng top using $4cash onli!! hahaha.

walked over to cine to get tix for The Hangover. the show is damn funny de la. haha.. i feel like beating up the fat man inside. really v qian bian. but he's the most funny of all. so stupid. retard. lolz...

saw pea's fren, HM, at cine working. chatted awhile lo. den we shopped ard somemore and had dinner at spageddies. the escargots there are not nice at all. but the spag are not bad la..

shopped a little while more and shopping centres are closing... =.=" bo bian go home lo. anyway both our legs are so sour aldy lo. hahaha.

ytd was another boring day again. the hrm lecturer is a good man. but he's so boring.

the RMIT coordinator called me and asked me which mods im attending now. i told her and den she said she didnt enroll me in one of the mods i mentioned and enrolled me in another mod instead! Kaoz. she still asked me who i sign the enrollment form with and i tell her, "Its YOU!". i still told her the exact date that i went down to sign lo. she say she doesnt have my enrollment form. =.="

y these ppl cant do work properly one? get paid for wat. go home and slp better la.. tsk!

i tink my neighbour are crazy ppl. so scary. every sun, they'd stand outside their door half naked. a bunch of men, abt 4-6 ppl, covering themselves with a sarong onli. ya.. and oso covered with tattoos. smoking outside our door. the scene is scary enough.

den during the nite, they'll start their dunno wat ritual. papa say they are praying. but it sounded scary. our door is closed but we can hear them. they were using bells and chains. i dunno wat the chains are for. but i guess they sounded like the 'yan luo wang' coming to drag ppl away. and they were stamping their feet so hard on the floor lo. anyway they did all these not inside the hse, at the corridor. i cant imagine wat i'll do if i were to be out and jus come back at that time. they onli stopped their ritual at 1207 midnight. yes i looked at the time when they stopped.

the nxt morning, i saw the corridor damn messed up. there were coconut, and some leaves on the floor. they nv even bother to clear up. it looked like a jungle. and i have to pass thru the jungle to go out. i dun dare to complain la. cos they look really v scary.

i hope some other neighbours will complain and they faster move away. hahaha..

generating ideas =)

2009-08-01T17:48:00.004+08:00

yeah... i jus bought another bottle of honey wheat grass. lol.

received a biore sample set. consist of a 8ml sunblock and a packet of cleansing oil wipes. hahaha. both are products i've been using. so good. i jus did a survey and got this free sample set. i tink its the first time i got this kind of thing thru mail. hahaha...

i tink EV lecture is getting more and more interesting. more and more tedious oso. AY recommended our classmate's business idea to some investors leh. wah.. like really v pro lo. dunno how much can they earn. lol. im jus concern abt the money. hahaha.
she tokked to us abt our idea. im glad that she said our idea is a big market and it will become popular in the nxt few years. =) but its goin to be hard to do the business plan la. so many things to do. im goin to find a shop to start up this biz. im goin to find out the price to hire the staffs... the rental, the furniture, the overheads, blah blah blah.. yes. we need all these small small details.
sounds fun and busy. feel like im really starting up a biz. hahaha.
den AY tok abt previous student's ideas. got 1 is exactly the same as one of the idea i tokked abt during our grp discussion lo. but the rest didnt quite like the idea. she said the idea is a good one lo. and interesting!!!!!
nvm... our current idea is not bad either. hehe..

***

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i need a holiday

2009-07-31T17:29:00.002+08:00

hai... regarding the previous entry, i tink its my own problem la. maybe im jus not used to their working style. despite working with them so many times aldy. i sld probably get used to their working style.
im not the kind of person who like to put things to the last min. im not the kind of person who like to meet up everytime jus to discuss. im not the kind of person who can sit there and wait for other ppl to do the work.. in short, im impatient. to phrase it uglier, im sort of a kan cheong spider la.
someone suggested to meet up later at nite jus to consolidate the results. i dun wan to go. and im not goin cos i tink no point.
i guess its kinda hard to adapt to ppl's working style jus like that la. not used means not used. dun like means dun like. haiz....

im left with a final part of my essay. but im totally blank! omg.. someone pls help me with the external environment - technological part can??
blank! BLANK! blank! BLANK! BLANK!!
my headache is still there. i dun wanna pop pills aldy. useless.

btw i wont be having any holiday!!!! Shit! the coordinator told my fren that the lecturers will onli come in nov. so.... my nxt holiday is nxt year june!!!! Thats like sooooooo long lo..
haiz.... i wanna go on a holiday. i wanna go overseas. i wanna go somewhere relax.

more complains

2009-07-31T01:20:00.001+08:00

not that i like to complain la. haiz.. isit 人越老越爱complain? ya la. im old alady la.
but usually i complain abit liao den everything will be ok.

y some ppl keep commenting on everything i do de? so li hai can do urself lo. ask u do u oso dun do. dun even reply lo. he say he onli reply to impt stuffs. so does that mean everything i ask oso not impt? kns. i ask abt work related stuffs lo. we currently got nth out at all... and our due date is this sat morning! jin gao tu one leh..
mon, we spent abt 4 hrs discussing nth! he kept saying he's tinking of ideas. 4 hrs oso cant tink of any ideas meh? the rest of us were like giving ideas now and then lo. i dunno whether isit that i've become more impatient these years or wat. i really cant stand it lo. wastin ppl's time.
end up im doing everything myself!!!
idea from me, details from me, research from me, survey questions from me, typed everything myself.... alrite.. the other 2 guys helped the research abit la.. but most of the things I DO!
y dun delegate rite? sent a few emails out every now and then, but receive no reply. wats the point?
last nite i typed out the survey qns until abt 3am. den i sent an sms to everyone telling them the survey is done. they jus have to go take a look and see wat they have to add. but onli the 2 guys got get back to me today.
and it was onli today that i realised that he does not like the idea! leader asked him to call AY to tok abt the plan, he say dun wan. cos he's not cfm whether we'll be using this idea anot. in the first place dun say. i sent out a few emails oso dun say. i done the survey oso dun say. y let ppl's effort go to waste? damn pissed de la.. and after i sent him the link, he say my qns are too intrusive. kns. im not so kpo to noe ppl's private stuffs lo. there's no name required lo. even the salary, which some ppl dun wish to mention de, i oso nv put a * for required ans lo. he nv go see properly onli lo.
anyway he's the onli one who dun like the idea. the rest are ok, and AY oso say its ok. haiz. so leader say go ahead and do. i feel so tired aldy lo. and i still have my sm to do. Y am i doing so much things?

the other person, i got nth to comment. cos i tink she totally got no heart to do the work la.

haiz... there's still many things i wanna complain abt la. but i saw a response from the survey which is quite funny. made me laugh. so im happy now. haha.. and im goin to slp. its now 1.40am!! and my headache is almost killing me.

不爽...

2009-07-29T15:09:00.004+08:00

不爽....
cos today i saw someone with the same bag as mine. hmph. my longchamp bag with the eiffel tower one. i bought it cos i dun wan to be carrying the same bag with other ppl lo. and den i saw that gal in the same lect carrying it. =.="
aiyer.......

bro is back frm china. haha.

nth more to write cos my life is onli abt sm pjt for now. kns. 4k - 4.5k words leh. not no of pages anymore. i still need abt 800 words b4 i start editing. nth more to write. but my social cultural part is damn short la. who wanna help me write?????
im really having a headache lo. that i have to pop panadol. sch will make ppl die.
and somemore, i may not be having any holiday this sem!! the rohana said that our one more module will most prob be shifted to nov. how can?
the lecturers scared to die den can sacrifice our holiday meh? so unfair to us lo. haiz...
enough complaining.

i feel like eating a good peach now. lolz...

=.=

2009-07-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

tired tired....
ytd was out with min and aunty. initially we wanna go fit gown de. but the bridal shop said full hse le. bridal shops will full hse one meh? i tot bridal shops are usually quite empty one lo. so many ppl getting married. so in the end we met for dinner onli at bishan. aunty's colleague is so hamsom lo! an ang moh. more hamsom than the ang mohs i noe. haha. i tink he's the tub that my darling will like one. lol. but too bad ppl is attached le. but so hamsom leh. haha.
saw bw at J8! Halo!! haha..
thai express at J8 is not up to standard one lo Nrthpt one better. shopped a little ard and went la kopi at coffeebean. haha.
hear ah min tok abt her students. quite jialat one lo. many of them got ang kong like long sleeve shirt lik tat, piercing all ard the faces. tsk tsk tsk. the principal dun care oso. so shocked the whole sch onli got 1 express class!!!! i tot all sch have more express classes than normal acad/tech classes de lo. and this express class was 'open' this year onli lo. so that means, in the past years, the sch dun have express classes at all!
heng our ah min v strong still can survive there. haha. the students dun even noe their classmates one lo. dunno who is who. they dunno their register number. i still rem my reg no in pri sch is 44/45 lo. tsk tsk.. and they dun even noe how to spell their names!!!! have to take our IC to copy their names lo. ENGLISH NAME!! not chinese name lo.. power! but abit jialat leh.. students nowadays ah... tsk tsk.. nth to say.

today, i went out with mama.. to orchard! ION! not familar with the place, quite difficult to walk. anyway the LV there is nice. =) the interior looks like the one we went in london. similar la. not bad. saw a wallet but it costs abt $300 more than my most exp bag. Y?!?
i bought nth but 1 box of 3M acne sticker lo. and i got a free sample from clinique. see!! im so trifty. hahaha..
but i v tired leh... age is catching up. hai~ scary..

time to cont my assignment liao. due on the 4th!! kaoz. no bdae for me. =(

Trying out the new cam =)

2009-07-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

hehe... testing some pics from the phone. so-so onli lo. 5mp? i still prefer the old one. 1.3mp or smth lik tat. haha.. ok la. both have their own good la. guess im still a supporter of samsung phone all these years, since the 1st V200 i had!! haha. good de lo. nv give me prob like the SE one i used b4 this new one.

u noe y i took this pic?

papa says the green and red one no difference. Lolz..

my current fav drink! Lolz..

Look at the name!

that paper was given to me at the mrt station. usually i dun take these things. but since we need to generate innovate ideas from papers and mag, i took it lo. haha. den i saw my name! wah seh.. didnt noe i so pro. can write article leh. hehehe..
went to sch today jus to discuss pjt. not much progress. cos someone suggested another idea onli now and the other someone decides to go with it. the idea is not bad la. but its like they can easily change it becos they haven really put in much effort for wat is done. im a v neutral person la. but felt abit unfair for the others who have done so much for the past few nights. we were practically meeting almost every night lo. most of the nights without the 2.. haiz... see how la. but we r still good now. no conflicts. =)
i had that bottle of honey wheat grass drink today. im craving for more now. haha. feel like eating lemon... make it better with a glass of tequila! haha.

hot and tired

2009-07-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

now i understand y ppl say this ep de harry potter not nice le...
i dunno wat they doin lo. no head no tail. its like a waste of production cost lo. waste the production team's time oso. waste audiences' time oso. hai~
and wats worse? 1st time experiencing cathay got 故障. the beginning of the show was total silence. we onli hear the audiences laughing. dunno wat they're laughing at either. the total silence lasted abt 3-5mins bah. but it jus affects everything. i guess someone went to complain. and the mgmt reset the whole thing to replay again. the screen showed the apology msg and it lasted for abt 15mins bah. =.=" damn slow de lo.

bored. weather si bei hot. i was perspiring like waterfall when i came home jus now. y sg weather so hot one? i felt so cold during germany summer and had to hide in the pink telephone booth. the tour guide said its "germany summer". such a big difference...

so tired. not sure whether to go work tmr anot. haha. had to go sch in the morning for pjt discussion onli. will waste time if i nv go work. but i feel so tired to go work... 矛盾. hai~
so tired to even start the indv pjts too. hai~
having meeting almost every nite is so tiring. and felt that someone doesnt really appreciate the hard work that is done. hai~
feel like goin for a spa treatment.... ahhhh..

i have a new phone =)

2009-07-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

yeah!! i have a new phone! haha.. this time round, its real le. i really got a new phone liao. haha.
not quite used to it. feels weird. lolz. nowadays phone got so many functions. i doubt i'll use most of the functions in my new phone la. so chim.

jus now i passed by the basketball court. i saw the CC aunties dancing. Wah!! they so hip one lo. the song they are playing is David Tao's "My Anata" leh. 土风舞 with david's song. haha. great combi! hehehe..

im goin to figure out how to use my phone liao.
Ciao!

pizzahut dinner

2009-07-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

i jus had pizza hut for dinner. delivery. sucky.

delivery was fast. dunno y. i tot usually slow. it reached 20mins after i ordered. fast rite.. haha.. no hawaiian... =( cos they say wanna get the promo one. 2 for $19.90. so we ordered the pacific delight and cheese n chic. garlic bread and drumlets too!
the pizza really cmi le leh. the ingredients were so pathetic. its 99.99% lesser than what we saw on the pic. maybe that is y its so cheap lo. hmmm... heng the garlic bread and drumlets were nice. =)

had coke with the dinner... aaaahhhhhhhhhh...................

i wan a phone

2009-07-13T15:53:00.004+08:00

i survived more than a week without the phone. 厉害吧!!

not exactly without any phone. but since i have 2 lines, it's very troublesome to 'operate' with onli 1 phone. see my broken phone that im using..................

see.. the grey part came off liao. hai~

i so ke lian. phone so broken liao still use. and i've been using this phone for abt 4 yrs liao lo!! but i still like this phone la. cos it takes v pretty photos. haha. all my meng huan photos are taken by this phone lo. so cool!! =)

i wonder when i'll receive the voucher. hmm.. v xin ku to have onli 1 phone. there sld be a phone which allows ppl to put 2 sim cards one mah. y nobody invent? so xin ku that ah siao has to call me at my home. lolx... not used to it la.

oh voucher voucher, pls come quickly.

sch was ok. its time to start on pjts aldy. =.=" we still haven received any notice with regards to WIL2. hai~ inefficient! they nv even update the blackboard cos the welcome note was dated jan. wat are they doin in aust???? and my name wasnt on the attendance list today. inefficient!

the onli thing they are efficient is when asking ppl to pay sch fees, mbrship fees, etc.

this mth, i onli worked 2 days. i mean frm 1st jul to today. received my pathetic pay. less than $200 for last mth. but its good enough aldy. cos i was away for abt 2 weeks mah. i tink im hardworking. haha.

last fri, i had a free ride to work. so nice. j came out during lunch time jus to send me to work. from chong pang to khatib to bugis den back to chong pang again. lol.

his hand suddenly became so rough. promoted liao hand will become rougher one meh??? or maybe my hand become smoother. hehehehe.. so rough that i tink my skin goin to 破皮 when he touched me. hahahaha.

after work, met aunty for dinner at marina square. treated her to her bdae dinner. went looking ard for shoes. for her, not for me. but nth. saw one v nice heels at pedro. i like it too lo. but i dun tink i'll wear it. and it looks so painful~~~ y pretty shoes so pain one? y??

weekend was spent at home. had a good rest. went turf city for ah yat dim sum on sun noon. good.

i watched 'knowing' online ytd. i tot it was a scary show. haha made me so scared. that i missed alot of the show. hahaha. i dun dare to on the speaker too loud cos sometimes the music too loud will scare me. den i kept switching to another window to play waka waka to make me feel not so scared. hahahaha. its not a scary show afterall. but i dun really noe wat happen in the end. lol. it sld be a good show bah. haha.

wat else? i went to sch for lect today. den to lib to find nth. meet weihao to take txtbk. and home.

nth much.

im goin to get a new phone......... soon....

La la la~~

2009-07-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! i have a new phone!
went out to amk to get a new phone. b4 that, me and jun went to get movie tix. the queue was damn long. super crowded with ppl. i tink we queued appox 30mins or more jus to get our tix lo. serious lo. lotsa ppl watching ice age 3 and transformers.

happily got our tix for ice age 3. went out to get my phone. hehehe... pass by a stall which buy used phones. i asked the uncle how much he is willing to offer for my red phone (intention). he look here look there, den say, "$100"(reply to my intention).
i was tinking, "wah, good deal leh. cos other shops onli offer me $80 when i asked few days ago." den i quickly accept the offer (offer) and sell my phone to the frenly uncle (contract).
/*see.. i nv forget my law. =)

la la~ phone sold. time to get my new phone. walked over to the starhub shop. asked for the model i want. uncle ask for my IC and details, blah blah blah.
den den... he said to me, "urs is early renewal, u buy the phone now need to pay $100 more leh. or u can come and buy after the 11th aug. if not u can try calling starhub to ask for voucher lo."
haiz... wat to do. if i get the phone now den bo hua mah. so i did not get the phone. =.="
i sold my phone and did not manage to get a new one. COOL!! im phone-less!!

feel so stupid. $100 in my pocket. wat can i do? spend la! bought 2 pairs of shoes and some japanese snacks from NTUC. so cool rite. so auntie.
so now is no phone, no money. great!!

+*+* Mingyan *+*+

being emo~

halo~

Happy New Year!!

new job training

She's good!!

ah long's 跑腿 came to my door for help

blogging abt sept

blogging abt august

busy august

Employed!

Updates: my work

good luck to myself.

WTH..!!

Simple outing. =)

my 1st time.. lol

flea/bazaar experience

i dun wan to do insurance can????

Exams are over!!! Finally...

this is so embarrassing.......

Study time

jobs jobs jobs....

RIP

hotcakes ^.^

bzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbzbz

my cny~ hee..

cny shopping

kns

MC v hard!!!!

sch is goin to kill me someday

im so cute~~

1st time i pon this sem. haha..

=.=

nth to do

tired tired tired... but cant slp. =(

my 1st~ =)

4th time

分手需要练习的

Happy 2010

holiday is ending

holiday season

msn proposal?

im retrenched!

boring weekend

stupid sales-oldwoman

遇到变态

=(

伤脑精

cleared!

holiday holiday

fever's down

sick ~.~"

太阳公公

time to start on assignment

i am a good cousin. =)

blueblack

time for post exams activities!!

loads

airlines

Depression

used so much brain cells. >.<

can i go out?

cute!

Sch is a murderer

happy

holiday, where are u?

I hate bus rides

Boring ppl

Afraid to love

世界末日

a different world

finally!!

pek chek

=.=

Belbin SPI

PK 魔王

月饼节

不顺 to the max!!!!

不顺

communication breakdown

++ Mingyan ++